Disclaimer: No matter how long I wish, I will never own Twilight because the wonderful Stephenie Meyer does!

I was in the forest. Looking for him. I tried to call out his name but no words came out. Then I was running, running from something. I wanted so badly for him to save me. I could hear it closing in on me. I looked back to see who it was, but that was a big mistake I ran into something hard and cold. I looked up and saw his face, my Edwards face. But his eyes weren't the heart melting topaz colour I remembered so vividly but this time they were a deep blood red. I wanted to scream or run away but it was as if my feet were bolted to the forest floor and my mouth was taped shut.

Silly, silly Bella. Did you really truly think I loved you? I can't believe you fell for that bullshit. I just used you."

Then he pressed his teeth into my neck...

I woke up to the sun light seeping into my room from my window. I guess Edward won't be at school today since it's sunny. Then it all came back to me... Edward leaving me, the dreams, everything. I started to sob into my pillow like no tomorrow. I felt unwanted, numb, and useless. After awhile of sobbing I got up and grabbed my toiletries and headed to the bathroom.

-xox-

I dried myself off as I stepped out of the shower and into the steamy bathroom. I looked into the mirror to find a ghost like figure staring back at me.



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I looked at my face in the mirror as I brushed through my tangled, damp hair. Maybe it was the light but already I looked sallower, unhealthy. My skin could be pretty-- it was very clear, almost translucent-looking—but it all depended on colour. I had no colour here.

Facing my pallid reflection in the mirror, I was forced to admit that I was lying to myself. It wasn't just physically that I'd never fit in, I just didn't relate well to people my age. Maybe the truth was that I didn't relate to people, period.

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I realized that I was going to be late for school if I didn't hurry up.

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