A/N: How is Ianto now that Jack, the love of his life, has left him? Ianto's pov.
Disclaimer: Don't own Torchwood. The Beeb does.
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They say that time heals all, that life moves on, but they don't know what they're talking about. I miss Lisa as much now as I did the moment that they shot her. I will miss her till the day I die and I will love her even longer.
And then there's Jack. He hasn't really left me, has he? He'll be back within a few days and it'll be like he was never gone. He'll say he loves me and I'll believe him. He hasn't truly left me. He's just been called away and soon he'll be back and he'll kiss me and brush away the tears and it'll be just as it was before.
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A whole year. A whole year I've been alone and waiting. Every night, curled up alone in a cold bed. I know now that he's gone. That he's not coming back. And now I know that they might be right. There's still the twinge of pain at the mention of his name but the tears have stopped. I miss him but the pain's buried somewhere deep inside and it only surfaces in those few moments before sleep, just as the brain shuts down. I'm moving on. I've lost everyone I've ever loved but that's in the past. Time to live with the present and be ready to hold on as tight as possible next time love comes along. Time to stop living with the memory of Captain Jack Harkness and learn to let him fade away.
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A/N: What do you think? More coming soon. Tell me what you think.