Trust me, I rememberer

It just happened so fast,

It's what Chris Argent told me to say... But it's all a lie. In the contrary, it was the slowest thing that ever happened in my life, when I saw Alison fall after being stabbed it was all in slow motion, I ran toward her and I caught her in my arms, it was as if the time had stopped for a moment. Alison had said that it was okay, but I just couldn't breath at that precise time. She was dying, my first love was dying in my arms and there was nothing I could do to change that. The scene keep flashing back in my mind and it was killing me each time. I am sitting on my bed, it's about a week I didn't move, I can't... I can't move on and I don't want to. Maybe if I stand still it will froze time and I would not have to live with that pain inside me, but it doesn't work that way. I must stand up because if I don't noyone would and I can't give up on them. We won over the nogitsune, I knew we would but the pain is still here and I know it will stay here forever, no matter what. We had another enemy that we won over... again. I heard Chris talk to Kate, he said that Alison died saving her friends and it's true, she died being what she really is, a hero. Some times after, I am at the clinic, sitting side toThéo and that's when he ask :

"First love, you rememberer what that's like ?"

I close my eyes and I answer.

"Yeah, trust me I rememberer."

THE END