a/n: so this is just a series of oneshots that I wrote for Fic War: the return on tumblr.
This one was to: a.k.a Kelsey….you should follow her if you have a tumblr. She's super funny and her blog is flawlessly amazing! Enjoy!
One True Love
"Ian is dead."
"Ian is dead." I hoped if I kept repeating this, it would become another fact that I could box away in my head. I would box it away, and then I would get over it.
But there was something about spending so much time away from him, that made it harder to accept. I had an ache in my stomach. An ache that would only be satisfied by being with him.
"There's only one way to be with him now," I whispered aloud. But I wouldn't do that. I couldn't.
I thought about Declan, asleep in the next room. Had I gone insane? I didn't know.
I stood up anyway, my sanity pending, and took my gun from my dresser drawer. Then I sat back on my bed, with the loaded gun pointed at my head, and finger on the trigger, hoping for an adrenaline rush, or a boost of confidence, that would send me to be with my one true love.