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Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT. All the characters mentioned belong to the wonderful Miss Meyer. Including the lines in ( ).
She says she'll give up anything to be human. To be able to have children, to grow old.
Her words from yesterday keep playing in my head.
("...this is not the life I would have chosen for myself. I wish there had been someone there to vote no for me.") New Moon, pg.534
I've always felt this life has been harder on her than for the rest of us. For that reason, I try to give her everything I'm able to give. No matter how hard I try, I feel like it's never enough. My efforts never seem to make her happier. Sometimes I feel like I should just give up.
But don't get me wrong, I love her, I really do. I'm sure she knows that and she feels the same towards me. I've never doubted it.
As much as she loves me, there will always be something she wants more. Something I will never be able to give her.
Humanity
I look across the room and find her sitting on the couch reading a book she's probably already read a hundred times. Her legs are crossed and her fingers are delicately holding the book. I see her eyes following the words on the page and her long, golden curls fall slightly into her face.
And as I sit here watching her, I can't help but to wonder, would she give me up too?
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