THIS IS IT
the sun rose for a new day
and I was barley awake
the red that surrounded me was calming
it meant it was over
the life that had been my prison
a knife lay in my hand cover in blood
my blood
when the knife sliced my skin all the pain was gone
for once in my life I felt free
free of every thing
of pain
hate
sorrow
and even love
love was the hardest to give up
I was so desperate to hold on to it
that I just prolong my inevitable death
hoping he would come
but he didn't
and he never will.........