If Your Reading This

Kate. I loved you. I never got the chance to say that. I love you. There I said. and Gibbs can't kill me cause if your reading this I'm gone. I told Abby to give this to you if something ever happened to me. I remember when we were little how you, your brothers, and I would play war. Well its not a game any more. I hope that one day your dream of having children comes true. I know you had Liz and I know she was like your daughter. Please tell her I am watching over her. and Know that I will watch over you each day. Please remember that I do not want to to cry for me. If I had my way I would have told you I loved you. Please tell Gibbs to not go all weird like he did when Gerald was shot and just make sure you catch the bastard that killed me. I know that your going to cry when you read this and just think that my arms are around you hugging you Kate. Please tell Liz all those stories you have from when we were kids. And when you think of me please think of the time you and Abs went clubbing and I started hitting on you. That was fun. Smile everyday for me and everyone else. Make sure you find someone that you love and don't think 'tony you were the only one I could ever love.' because it isn't true Kate. You'll find someone else. And I will make sure that you do. Because otherwise my ghost will come down and beat you up with an iron pot. Tell Abs I'll miss her and tell McGee all my nicknames for him were out of fun and that he was like a brother to me. Make fun of the new agent for me please. One more time I'll say it. I love you Caitlin Todd.

Lots of love,

Tony Dinozzo