Hello, BEFORE you say something about, 'why don't you continue previous story' let me explain.

THIS story is my experiment one. I will write it, and YOU will tell me if my English is better. So there will be NO Beta Reader here.

If you want complain, then deal with it, I don't care. Now if everything is clear let's start with story. If not write in review section and I will try answer you my best.

Chapter 1.

First Pov.

Life is really crazy. Nothing will come to you by it self. Life will stab you, kill you, murder you, you will lose money because of life. You will ose even mind. It will even scare shit out of you and will laugh at you right in the face. I know this. How? Because Life fuck me almost through all my life.

When I was 5 my parents, left me in an orphanage. I didn't know why, women who was running it, never told me. At orphanage, my stay wasn't fun at all. Almost everyone were much older than me. 15, 18 years old guys and girls, who couldn't go and start working for money.

Two years later orphanage was close, and I was force to leave on the street. After one week of wandering around I found old, abandon house far from city and close to forest. I live there for quite sometime. But I was happy, if you could say that. My only company was insect and spiders. Especially spiders. At first, I was scary of them. But then I get use to them.

For almost 5 years I live, eat, sleep with them in that house. The forest was one of the few things that helped me. You probably ask yourself how. Well, it was forest with few trees that gave edible fruits. I found one apple-tree and few pear tree. But after few weeks I found out that, this forest belong to someone.

The family who own it, didn't notice my existence. Not that it bothers me. I sometimes even steal cloths from them. They never notice. Sometimes I even walked to city to see how it's. People were working, walking, smiling. I was looking at this with emotional face, but I as angry inside.

To see people happy, with family, with friends. It was so sweet picture that makes me vomit. They ignorance was so big as they ego. But I couldn't blame them, they didn't know about me, and even if they did, they wouldn't probably care.

I then took few deep breaths and walked away. My cloths were dirty, ragged. My hair were in mess. But I didn't care. I leave city after I stole few things, like food or bottles of water. I take my way to my house. When I get back I walked to old bedroom and go to sleep. I thought it was good day, but the day was not over yet.

I late night I heard strange sounds. I get back and start concentrate at noises. The foot steps. I walked to window and saw few old, drunken men walking in direction of my house. I didn't have anything, except small knife. I took it and hid in the my sleeve. Soon I hear how doors were destroyed. I looked in direction of sound and felt how cold sweat was running down my face. I start hearing they mumbling. I couldn't understand much, they were drunk as fuck.

Soon they enter the saloon. With totter walk they enter the salon. I hid behind the wall. My hands were shaking. My breath was rapid and hearth was beating at full speed. I heard them talking.

"Heyyyy...*hic* ids plleaty hoose. Mayby wieee coultd staii heare."-one mumble. They were really drunk, almost smashed. I didn't care about what they were talking. Why don't they just leave my house.. I start slowly crawling near wall to move away, but I hit something. I could only stop breathing, when I heard they were coming this way.

When they find me, I could see their faces. Drunken, dirty, red, tired faces. There were three of them. And I was alone. One said something to other. I didn't heard a word. I was too scared. I only heard them giggling and then pain in head.

I think there is no need for talking. You can guess. I was raped, by three old, drunken fuckers. When I woke up, I only saw my body in bruises, scars which were bleeding, semen, without cloths. I couldn't move, my whole body wasn't listening to me. My eyes were lifeless. I just wishes to die.

Then something, small and black took my attention. A small spider was walking to me. I could only watching as he is getting closer. He crawl at my arm and my stomach. He looked at me like he was waiting for something. I didn't know, what he want. But I want to end this all. My life wasn't good, always by my self, always suffering. Death will be good now. I looked at spider and could only mutter.

"Kill...me."-it was barely whisper. But i think he understood, what i said. Soon I saw how spiders were coming from every hole around me. There was hundreds of them. They were coming to me. They start crawling on me. Soon I was cover with them. Soon a hundreds small stings I felt around the body. I smile. It was time for me to die. Better that way.

A burning feeling run through my body. Everything start to feel like I got fire in my veins. My muscles tensed. I felt like to vomit but it was just feeling. Soon I couldn't feel anything in my arms and legs. I couldn't feel them. They were numbed. Paralyzed. But I try stay calm. Even if I want to die, there is always thought to don't surrender to death. To live. I was now fighting with that thought.

I felt how this burning sensation went near my hearth. Soon, everything will be over. Pain will go away, troubles will go away. Maybe after death, it will be a place, where everything will be better. My eyes start getting heavier and heavier. I saw how spiders start to cover me in web. I smile. At least, to very end I would help someone, even if this will be them. Now, if you look at the past, these spiders were with me from the very beginning. From the very moment I start living here.

Maybe they are my family. Maybe I wasn't alone, after all. I doesn't matter. My hearth start beating, slower and slower. My vision was getting more and more blurred. I close my eyes and mutter.

"I wish I was spider."-these words came without sound from my mouth. Not that I was sure of it. Soon I didn't felt anything. No cold, no warm. Everything was over.

In a few weeks police probably will find big cocoon, with a dead body of girl inside.

Somewhere, unknown place and time

I felt warm, but at the same time I felt cold. I was somewhere. But I couldn't open my eyes, nor move my body. It's look's like I'm trapped somewhere. Some kind of room, I couldn't tell. But even if I'm close why I feel that I'm protected. Like nothing will happen to me. I didn't understand that. But I feel tired. Why? Why I feel so tired? I try don't fall asleep but in the end I fall asleep.

Sometimes later, Unknown place and time

I felt something. Someone was touching me. Not directly. Something touch me through wall. I couldn't tell what was that, but I could feel warm coming from it. Like I was touched by mother. Something similar like that. But it wasn't hand. It was spiky, but didn't have ill will. I still couldn't open my eyes. How much time I spend here. Hours, days, months. I didn't know. But again I felt tired. Why? I didn't do anything, to feel tired. But I couldn't think. I felt asleep again.

Again sometimes later

I felt someone was moving my cell, or something I was in. It wasn't brutal, violent. I was carrying like someone important. I didn't know how long I was carried away before we stopped. I felt someone was looking at me. A wall which was cover me, didn't hide me. Soon I felt like something was placed next to me. What was that I didn't know. Maybe I didn't die. Maybe someone found me and now I'm transported somewhere. But where. I felt tired. Need rest.

Again sometimes later

I felt hungry. I need something to eat. My stomach was empty. I need something. Meat. My mind tell me do eat meat. Something fresh. Like something killed few second ago. Just to give him eat. But I banished those thoughts. Why my mind thought about eating fresh meat. I felt like my mouth try to open but couldn't. I wanna get out of here and eat something. I try to move but I couldn't. I couldn't see why I couldn't move. Hungry exhausted me. Need rest.

Again sometimes later(Sorry for this but I can't help XD)

I open my eyes. It was dark. I could barely see anything. I try to move my head, but without success. I was in something what was gray. What was that. Where Am I. What will happen to me. I felt someone presence. Someone or something came closer to me and touch something I was in. I felt warm, the same I felt previously. Who was that. Who was that, who would make me feel calm and protection. This feeling make me sleepy. I need rest.

Some times later

I open my eyes. I start feeling my legs and arms. I could make small movements. It's feel strange. Like I didn't have one pair of it. And arms move near my face. Why? What happen to me. Did someone experiment on me. I don't wanna.

I start struggle. I need get out of here. But soon I felt presence. I felt someone was touching my cell. Why I felt calm. Why touch of this person calmed me down. Why? So many thoughts were running through my mind. I felt tired. Again. My it's always end like this.

Some times later.

I woke up. I felt much stronger. I didn't notice this for the first time, but now I know. I could move better inside my cell. I felt my legs and arms much better. It's almost natural. But it was obvious. I was human after all. There wasn't much light, but I could see gray wall all around me. I start trying move my hands and legs to push myself. Maybe if I try I could break this wall.

I try push myself out if it. First, second and few another didn't give any results. But I didn't stop. I keep pushing. I felt a burning sensation start appearing in my stomach. I need food. I keep pushing harder and harder. I heard cracking sound. I looked at place where the sound came from. There was a small crack. Seeing this I try push much harder.

After about then pushes a wall break enough I could get out. Slowly getting out I looked around. I was in dark cave. A small amount of light was coming in the surface above, Enough for me to fit in. I looked around and notice ball like things. They were gray in color and where everywhere. And I mean literally everywhere. On walls, near me everywhere. My legs and arms feel numb. Probably because of been close in one of this ball-thing. I finally get out of ball, but because of numbs I felt I didn't hold my self on this egg and fall down.

When I landed I didn't feel any pain, more over it's feel like I fall on something similar like trampoline. I shocked my head and try to stand but then I saw something horrifying. I didn't have legs! No, that's wrong. I have legs, but they weren't humans one. I got three pair of them and they were spider legs. I move my arms but now they were looking like smaller version of spiders legs.(A/N: She got pattern of gray tarantula. Btw. I'm not big fan of spiders, so this story is also a bit challenge for me.)

I tried to move but I glued. It wasn't that I couldn't rolled. I notice I fall right in the spider web. And It was really sticky. Then I felt like web was bouncing. Someone or rather something was coming. Something big. I tried get out of the web but it was too hard. Then a REALLY big spider appear.

It was about six time bigger than me. He or she got three pair of red eyes. His abdomen was really big almost half his size. He slowly move forward me. His red eyes were shining in darkness. I was scared. I will die for the second time, not much time passed between each death.

When it was close to me, I could clearly see his mouth, and his two 'arm moving to me. I'm dead, for sure. I closed my eyes and prepare to get eaten. But when he or she touch me I felt warm. The same warm which I felt when I was in the ball or cocoon. I think it's she, so I will talk on it as 'she'. She grab me and put me down on my own legs.

I was surprised. So this spider was now my mother. I didn't know how to respond. To feel happy or feel scared. She then touch my head, almost like it was patting me. I do not know why, but it made me feel happy. Then it's move to rest of cocoons. She walked around it, looking if everything was alright.

Then for some strange reason web start bouncing. It came from above. Me and mother, how I called her now, looked there. I saw fly which was shaking but the more she did, the more tangled up in the net. Mother looked at me and give me sight to catch it. I didn't know why or how, but my body move instinctively. I climbed at web and move to fly. It was almost completely tangled in web.

Hunger made itself known. I couldn't hold my self anymore. Smell, not so good, made that I was even more hungry. From my mouth start leaking saliva. Then I bite fly at it's body.(A/N When I was writing this scene I even get hungry) The taste wasn't so good. A fruits I ate when I was human were better. But I was hungry, and this fly was my dish.

Ability [Absorption] awaken.

Ability [Life and Death ruling - Divine protection of the Great Death God] awaken.

Ability [Spider net producing] awaken.

Ability [Night Vision] awaken.

Ability [Paralyzing Poison] awaken.

Ability [Walking on different surfaces] awaken.

Ability [Spider language] awaken.

I was catch off guard. I was so surprised that I forget about fly. I didn't know what to think about it. Did I went insane? Or something else? I didn't think about it much because, my hunger got to know about itself. I finish eating fly and went back to web at bottom. A 'mother went to me and to my surprise I could understand what she is saying.

"Well, well, well. Looks like you are blessed. I'm happy for you. I hope you become great spider in future. Kill and eat and in near future you will probably level up into something great."-she said. I was dumbfounded. Level up, blessed. What the hell. I ask her.

"Level up, blessed? I think I don't understand."-I said, or rather hissed if someone didn't understand, confused. After that she explain to me everything.

In this world every living bean can level up by eating other species. Like wolf eating deer or goblin eating rabbit. Every living been could level up, if they meet the requirements. In spider hierarchy I was on the first level. If I level up I will become big spider, on which mother is now. Then Is great spider which can be size of normal human.

Then from it spider could or evolve in Arachna which is half-human half-spider species or evolve in much bigger spider. Of course that was ways she knew about. If you kill and eat other species you can evolve in completely new species, for example spider-human-scorpion species. It's about what you eat and what requirements you meet.

But right now I'm too tired. I will try everything tomorrow. Now I need rest.

Third PoV

A small, white spider move somewhere in cornet and fall sleep. The girl was happy she is alive, even if she is in spider form, but with hard work she could make her way to at least Arachna form which she was going to accomplish. Her new life began now.

Ok that's for now. I will try update when I got time but don't expect much. The school is such a killer time. Anyway one more thing, I decide for her to awake her ability, they are just basic abilities except 'Great Death God blessing' but everything are just basic.

So see you soon, perhaps.

NerDeath Out.