So this is the story that I wrote in a kind of replacement for CGOI, so this is what came into my brain, basically Kendall is fifteen, he's a drama geek, he loves singing/acting and he's best friends with James, a little Kames friendship for Sophie for being so great, Logans seventeen, he's captain of the hockey team, blah blah blah, supper popular, gets all the ass he wants...you see where I'm going with this? Anyways I'm gonna partly dedicate this to XxxAnimaniacxxX, because she put up with me always going off subject when I wanted to talk about this and encouraged me to write it! This is a m-preg and I know there's a lot of people who aren't into that but just give it a try, I promise I'll be really good and not like others.
"James come on!" Kendall whined as he pulled at his best friends hand with a pout on his face.
"Kendall! No! I don't wanna go to ANOTHER stupid singing audition!" James whined back.
"Come one James! Please! I go to all your auditions!" Kendall pointed out, arms letting go so they were on his hips as he glared at the taller and older brunette boy.
"But that's different." James said, rolling his eyes.
"Oh really? How so?" Kendall demanded.
"Because I'm ACTING! That's REAL art, singing is just singing, you don't have to pretend or be dramatic it doesn't take a lot of WORK!" James told his friend, making Kendall glare at him angrily, he really wanted to start a fight right now, because SINGING, did take a lot of work, it took practice and not everyone was good at it, acting was just...it was just that, acting was so simple, it wasn't as hard as singing, he acted as well, since there school only allowed singing if it was in music class or the play was a musical, so of course Kendall acted as well, he was amazing at it, him and James had been the stars of any play the schools had ever given since pre-school, and yes Kendall did like acting, he loved it, but singing just...singing just really spoke to him, it was a part of him in a way
But auditions where after school for only a hour, and Kendall had already signed himself up for the three thirty time slot and it was five minutes away, and Mr, Rocque wasn't that forgiving or understanding, if you missed your audition you missed the whole damn play, or any luck to get a part in it.
"Please James!" Kendall begged, clasping his hands together.
"No!" James said in a huff.
"Please James!" Kendall whined again.
"Kendall No! I have more important things to do!" James said, but really he didn't, and he knew that Kendall knew that.
"Come on man! Cant you do this one thing for me!" Kendall said stomping his foot.
"When do you do things for me?" James challenged.
"Seriously James! You should be asking more when do I NOT do things for you!" Kendall hissed.
"Give me one example of when you did something for me!" James ordered.
"Okay let me see...how about that time I pretended to be your death brother so you could talk to the senior girl? Or that time I helped you learn how to skate and I ended up falling right on my face in front of Zach Simmons in eight grade who I had A HUGE crush on! Or that time I helped you hot wire your mom's Ferrari at three in the morning this summer! Or the millions of times when I've pretended to sleep over your house so your mom wouldn't come in your room when you where really fucking some random girl or getting fucked by guys! Or the time-"
"Okay okay I get it! You do a lot of things for me!" James yelped.
"So are you gonna do me this one favor!" Kendall demanded.
"Yes...but only if we can make a deal."
"What deal?" Kendall snapped.
"If I go with you so you can audition for The stupid ship-"
"Titanic!(1)" Kendall snapped.
"Titanic isn't a musical!" James said.
"Gustavo is putting a twist to it, he's making it a musical." Kendall told him.
"Wouldn't that ruin the play?" James asked.
"No. He's adding songs from the movies sound track and putting them IN BETWEEN scenes." Kendall said rolling his eyes.
"Right if I come with you to audition for Titanic you have to come with ME IN three weeks to audition for Bang Bang Your Dead." (2) James said.
"Fine." Kendall huffed.
"And-"
"And?" Kendall said in outrage.
"Yes and. And you have to come with me to Carlos Garcia's party this weekend." James said with a smirk.
"That stupid hockey head?" Kendall spat.
"HEY! He's not stupid! Plus he's REALLY hot." James said with dreamy eyes.
"How did you even get invited anyways! He's a senior! Where sophomores!" Kendall pointed out.
"Yeah, but I have a art class with him and he sits next to me, and we where partners in making this clay house and since I helped him getting a passing grade and he thinks I'm cool he said he wanted me to come." James said with a smile.
"So why do I have to come?" Kendall asked, raising a eyebrow.
"Because its this Saturday, and we where supposed to go see the new Twilight movie, and I told him I couldn't because I was gonna hang out with my friend and he said you could come." James said, clapping his hands together excitedly
"But I don't wanna party with those morons!" Kendall said.
"There not morons just because they play hockey." James said rolling his eyes.
"They don't understand the love for the finer things." Kendall told him.
"Who are you? Squidward?" James asked him.
"NO! I just mean they cant get there heads wrapped around anything besides hockey! There a bunch of stupid hockey heads!" Kendall snapped.
"And you cant get YOUR head around anything besides acting or singing." James said smugly.
Kendall's face dropped as he glared at the brunette. He had a point. Asshole.
"Fine I'll go with you to the STUPID HOCKEY HEADS house and party." Kendall said glaring at his taller friend.
"Great. Now come on."
James grabbed his arm and then started to pull the blonde towards the auditorium.
Kendall was sitting in the row behind Mr, Rocque the drama teacher with a frown on his face as he watched the other guys who were trying to get the part of Jack , they where all pretty damn good if Kendall was perfectly honest, which he always was.
This kid who was auditioning now was amazing, his name was Devin Winters, and fuck Kendall just wanted to kill him for having blue eyes and blonde hair and being the same exact height as Jack and having Jack for his middle name, but he calmly told himself to not do so.
No one beated Kendall Knight.
Not now and not ever, ESPECIALLY when it came to a roll in a play, a roll that HE WANTED.
And James was not helping him at all, he was just sitting next to him, his big, giant feet propped up on the seat next to him, texting someone and humming under his breath not even minding his best friend.
"James can you PLEASE give me some support?" Kendall asked.
"Go Team." James said.
"James!" Kendall hissed.
"Go Team Kendall?" James said though it sounded more of a question.
Kendall glared at him, he reached over and grabbed the phone out of James's hand shutting it off and stuffing it in his jean pocket.
"HEY!" James said with a pout.
"Please James, I'm really nervous." Kendall admitted.
James sighed and put his feet down, turning in his seat to look at the blonde.
"What are you worried about?" James asked.
"Oh I don't know, that I WONT get the part, and then I cant sing the Celine Dion SONG LIKE I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO SING IN FRONT OF PEOPLE MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!" Kendall said.
"Isn't Rose supposed to sing that?" James asked.
"NO! Its a duet." Kendall said as thought it should have been obvious.
"Kendall your the best actor that there is in this school, even better than me." James admitted.
"Really?" Kendall asked.
"Well DUH that's why I always make you practice with me, if I'm even HALF as good as you are when your not putting your all into it I KNOW I'll get the part, your a AMAZING actor, you where better then this fool when you where three for good sakes and you where playing a Indian in the pre-school play at Thanksgiving." James said, honestly.
Kendall was touched at James words, Kendall loved the pretty boy no matter what, he was like his brother for god sakes even if he could be snobbish sometimes, but when James said things like that he really got him deep.
"Really?" Kendall asked.
"Best Indian that there was." James assured him.
"Pep Talk?" Kendall asked.
"Of course. So you better get your skinny white ass up there and show the world how proud you are to be gay!" James cried.
"NOT THAT ONE!" Kendall shouted, hitting his shoulder.
"Right wrong pep talk, I'm not good at those, your the encouraging one." James said, rolling his eyes.
"That wasn't even a pep talk, that was just WEIRD!" Kendall snapped.
"HEY!" James said with a pout.
"Kendall Knight."
Kendall jumped at the booming voice of Gustavo Rocque, he jumped to his feet.
"Break a Leg." James said, making Kendall smile nervously.
Kendall made his way up into the stage and turned to look at the large drama teacher nervously, no matter how many plays or musicals he was in or how many times he audition he always got nervous.
"I wanna hear lines first, Knight." Gustavo said acting like he was annoyed by Kendall, but he wasn't, because everyone even the hockey heads, or at least the ones who knew the drama teacher, knew Kendall Knight was his favorite student even if they didn't know the blonde.
"Um okay..." Kendall trailed off.
"What lines are you gonna do?" Gustavo demanded.
"Um...I was gonna do the part where Jack convinces Rose to not jump off the boat, but Camille isn't her today so..." Kendal trailed off again, biting his lip.
"Well do you know any other lines?" Gustavo spat.
Kendall looked insulted.
"Of course I do." Kendall said in a outraged voice.
"Well then..."
Kendall nodded and cleared his throat, before smiling softly and saying,
"'Well, yes, ma'am, I do... I mean, I got everything I need right here with me. I got air in my lungs, a few blank sheets of paper. I mean, I love waking up in the morning not knowing what's gonna happen or, who I'm gonna meet, where I'm gonna wind up. Just the other night I was sleeping under a bridge and now here I am on the grandest ship in the world having champagne with you fine people. I figure life's a gift and I don't intend on wasting it. You don't know what hand you're gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes at you... to make each day count.'"
Gustavo looked at him for a moment and for a second Kendall thought that Gustavo was going to scream at him to the fuck off of his stage, but instead he brought his hands together and stared clapping for the now blushing blonde on the stage.
"Very Good, Kendall. Very Good. Much better then these other MORONS who don't understand the art, and don't have the FIRE like you do." Gustavo said, almost smiling which shocked Kendall, Gustavo NEVER smiled but he didn't say anything of it as he smiled back at him.
"Thank you,sir." Kendall said, happily.
"Now for the singing-"
Before Gustavo could finish the door were slamming open a boat load of teenage boys where walking into the room, and Kendall couldn't keep the growl that escaped from his throat very angry, Gustavo in the same state as James looked at the twenty older males with sparkling dreamy eyes.
Kendall scolded at the sight of those annoying boys.
Carlos Garcia,Edwin Matthews"Guitar Dude", Tyler Duncan,Ozzie Clark, Curt and Dak Zevon the twins,Jett Stetson, Kyle Tulin, Alexander Winters, Brandon Harris, Joshua Smith, Adam Davis, Liam Martin, Mason White, Tristan Anderson, Brian Hall, Jason Walker, Gavin Price, Cameron Gray, and Logan Mitchell.
Logan Fucking Mitchell.
Head of the retarded hockey heads of there High School.
They all swaggered in, walking in groups of two or three, Logan and Carlos practically joined at the hip the two stupid bastards, not even seeming to mind James or the drama teacher,
or Kendall, who was in the middle of fucking OWNING the audition.
The coach, Arthur Griffin was right behind them, fitted in a expensive looking track suit, whistle and all as his co-coach Opdule walked behind him.
The twenty hockey idiots all took places in either the first or second row, the coaches sitting right next to Gustavo like they just HADN'T walked in to a VERY IMPORTANT audition.
Kendall gave them all a outraged look, god all of them where just so SEXY, especially to Kendall's very sensitive hormones, but he couldn't think about that now, because he was in THE FUCKING MIDDLE OF HIS AUDITION!
"Um how about this, WHY ARE YOU IDIOTS IN MY AUDITORIUM!" Gustavo yelled.
"Its not YOUR auditorium Gustavo, its the SCHOOLS auditorium, and since the HOCKEY team makes most of the money for this school, its OUR auditorium." Coach Griffin said.
"HOCKEY HEADS DON'T USE AUDITORIUMS! DRAMA CLASS AND PLAYS USE THE AUDITORIUM!" Gustavo bellowed.
"Well now the hockey heads ARE using the auditorium, PLUS we signed up for this time slot to use it for are meeting since the locker rooms lights are being fixed today." Logan Mitchell, captain of the hockey team said with a smirk.
"WHAT! No, Knight signed us up for AUDITIONS!" Gustavo snapped.
"No we did." Dak Zevon said.
"NO WE DID!"
"NO WE DID!"
"NO WE DID!"
Gustavo turned and glared at Kendall.
"You signed up for this time slot, right?" Gustavo demanded.
Kendall's head dipped as not only Gustavo's and James's attention was put on him but the whole hockey team as well as the couches. Kendall started figating, he didn't like eyes on him, which was stupid because he was a actor and singer, but that was different, when he was acting, he was someone else, he became that character, but when he was him, just Kendall he hated attention, he hated being looked at, he was extremely shy.
"I..." Kendall trailed off blushing and nipping at his lip.
"He doesn't even KNOW." Joshua scoffed.
"YES I DO!" Kendall yelled glaring at the brunette.
"So you SAY so." Brandon, the curly haired brunette said.
Kendall hissed and jumped off the stage, not minding the stairs as he stomped over, seething.
"I KNOW SO!" Kendall snarled in his face.
"Little one is feisty." Jett said with a chuckle.
"LITTLE ONE!" Kendall screeched, turning on the tan boy.
"I think he has anger issues." Liam said with a smirk.
James scrambled over to his friend quickly, grabbing the upset boy by the shoulders.
"Come on Kendall, don't get upset." James said.
"I'LL SHOW YOU UPSET!" Kendall shouted.
"You have A LOT of anger,man." Curt said with wide eyes.
"Come one buddy, remember what your psychologist said, just take deep breath in and out, come down, no reason to get angry." James said.
"BUT I SIGNED US UP!" Kendall shouted.
"I know you did bud, but they have to have there meeting so just let them do it." James comforted.
"BUT I'M Auditioning!" Kendall whined.
"I know, but you already did great-"
"I didn't get to sing!"
"Gustavo's heard you sing a million times for auditions Kendall." James reminded him.
"I doesn't matter, I have to do a new act for every play I want to be in, he just cant give me a part by whats he's seen, he has to do it by auditioning." Kendall said.
"But there's no proof that you even signed up for the slot, the sheet has been taken down already." Gavin, the short blonde said.
Kendall's face went blank. Dammit. Dammit. Dammit. Dam-wait a minute!
"James came with me to sign up for the slot this Monday." Kendall said.
"Did you?" Carlos asked.
James was quiet for a second, looking between the sexy Latino and his best friend, Kendall groaned in his mind, James had a mind that was driven by sex and hormones and crushes, so if Carlos wanted something, James was most likely to go with him.
"Kendall..."
"James I swear to god, if you say that I didn't, I will murder you!" Kendall hissed.
"Uh..."
"James I do things for you ALL THE TIME." Kendall snapped.
James gave him a 'when?' look, like he hadn't just given him a whole list just twenty minutes before.
"I stole your dads keys to his Mercedes so you can go on a date! I pretended I sprained my ankle so you could get out of a presentation in science, I lied to your mom and told her I took the Vodka out of her fridge, I told your sister where babies came from so you wouldn't have to! I stayed up for FOUR days straight so you could get that part in the Wizard of Oz, and because of it I didn't get MY PART because I fell asleep on stage on dress rehearsal day, I went on a date with A GIRL because that was the only way Macy Adams would go on a date if her friend came too, I MADE OUT with a girl for you, I told your dad I was the one who stole the $300 tequila from his basement...actually that was me but that's not the point, the point is I DO TONES of shit for you so you better stop being a little bitch and tell your damn caveman on skates that I SIGNED UP FOR THIS GODDAMN TIME SLOT!"
James sighed, not at all fazed by his friends slight anger management issues, and turned to the SEXY, HOT, PERFECT Latino and nineteen other hot guys.
"Kendall signed up for this time slot, I came with him." James admitted.
"But we need to have are meeting!" Ozzie glared.
"How about this, Kendall's the last one to audition today, so you guys just wait four minutes, hear him sing and THEN you can have your meeting." James offered.
Everyone looked at each other for a moment.
"Fine." Coach Griffin grumbled.
Kendall squealed and kissed James on the cheek before heading back onto the stage as everyone else took there seats.
The blonde stood in the middle of the stage hands clasping together behind his back nervously, he wasn't used to so many people watching when he was singing as himself, actually the only person who had ever heard him sing, like really sing was James, his sister and his mom.
No one else.
Everyone else he wasn't really him, he was being a character.
"What song are you singing Knight?" Gustavo asked.
"Um...its one I wrote." Kendall admitted with a dark blush, he wished he had memorized another song, but he hadn't known the WHOLE hockey team would have been there, listening,watching, the nerves where biting at his stomach.
"Whats it called?" Gustavo asked.
"All Over Again."
"Whats it about?" Gustavo asked.
"I...its about falling in love and feeling like your falling in love all over again with one person and no matter what you cant move on because you'll always love them." Kendall spluttered out, blushing red.
"Just sing Knight." Gustavo said.
Kendall nodded.
"'I still got that same look that sets me off.
can t say it, just something about you.
i got these feelings to let it show cause i wouldn't let you go.
i shouldn't of let you go.
you asked me for closure before and boy i told you it s over, it s over,
it s not over.
so here we go again.
it s like i m falling in love all over again.
for the first time and i know that it feels right.
i think i m falling in love all over again.
love at first sight, do you know how i feel to the left, left, left.
on the right, right, right.
in the back, back, back on the side, side, side.
to the left, left, left.
on the right, right, right.
in the back, back, back on the side, side, side.
tonight.
i know i tried to not face the truth, but no one can touch me like you do.
your love is static, it pulls me in like a song when it first begins, i just don t want to let this end (no)
you re kissing me over and you are my controller.
i told ya, i told ya, i m ready to go again (yeah)'"
Gustavo held up a hand and Kendall stopped at once,looking at the drama teacher nervously as he appeared to be thinking about the performance Kendall had just given.
"That Kendall...WAS THE FIRE!"
Kendall smiled hugely.
"And that means?" Kendall asked not allowing himself to think before he was straight out told.
"That you my boy, are going to be playing Jack Dawson in one months time."
Kendall screamed happily,jumping off the stage and squealing and jumping around, he grabbed James who was grinning at his friends enthusiasm.
"I GOT THE PART!" Kendall screamed.
"Fuck ya you did." James said, jumping with his friend, for once not giving a shit about the people who where around him.
"Will you dorks get out we gotta meeting to have." Alexander said.
Kendall nodded and grabbed his backpack, slinging it over his shoulder, and as he was leaving with James someone called out his sirname, making him turn, it was Carlos, giving the blonde a friendly grin.
"You got one kick ass voice,kid."
(2) That's my favorite play! Its amazing. I saw the movie that they named after it and then I just HAD to see the play and it was great!"
(1) I was in a Titanic play when I was eight, it was amazing, its one of my favorite plays!
So I hope you all liked this first chapter, I know there wasn't exactly a lot of Kogan in this, actually there wasn't any at all, but next chapter will be them getting ready for the party, from both sides, Kendall/James and Logan/Carlos and some of the party and I'll most likely end with Logan noticing Kendall, then the third chapters it's Logan getting Kendall as drunk as fucking possible, while trying to flirt and that will end with Logan convincing Kendall to go up to the guest room, forth chapter will be Jarlos flirting and Kogan sex scene, and fifth chapter will be Kendall freaking the morning after and talking to James.
So please review and tell me what you thought and follow me on Twitter 5SarahKL for story info and updates.
Lots of Love,
Sarah