Dieing to Live
I fear the night, but not because of the monster that lurks within its' depths
but because of the nightmare that lives in my skin. I know that I'm a merical but I feel like a demon. I cant take it Im tanggled in its' claws. I cant escape now Its' eating me alive. My minds going. I cant control it I dieing to live realitly. But Im loving this insanity. My memories turn to ash along with my heart. I laugh at my madness, Who am I. It wants my soul, it sees it as unique. Death has its' eye on me. No one understands, the hate burns inside. Run now quickly if you like being alive. Its' controling me. No I don't want this. But its' so much thrill, the chasing, the hunting, the fighting, Our worlds are coliding. I have no family I left them all, I had to protect them. I'm loving this hell. Who's the angels no one, we're all just a lie. The only real ones have already died.