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The world is celebrating without me. For once, I don't want to be the center of attention. For now, I will sit here and have one last conversation with my other self.
I sit here in this cold dark silent room. You are beside me as you always have been. But it is so much different now. You are so very cold and silent and still. You can't finish my sentences or think my thoughts. My brain feels like it has been cut off from half of itself. I feel like a joke constantly waiting for a punch line. Who will I call Gred now? Or are you Forge? See, I don't even know who I am without you.
We were unbeatable together, you know? We were the Twins… always capitalized. We tried so hard to be the new generation of Marauders, I think we were close. Very close. Ollie called us the human bludgers. We were the unbeatable duo. There were so many ways to describe us. I don't know how to describe just me.
You know, we never did send Ginny that toilet seat. Maybe she would like one for her birthday. Do you remember our glorious exit from formal education? I wonder how many NEWTs we would have gotten… combined. WWW will never be the same. I will try, for you, but it won't ever be right again.
We are together as we have always been. Even in birth we were never separated for long. I was always riding your coat tails. You were the brilliant one, the funny one, the handsome one. We have never spent even one night apart. And tonight I guard your sleep one last time.
I place my hand on top of your chest, hoping and praying it will rise and fall. It doesn't. I am alone.
"Hey Fred."
Yeah George?
"You know we weren't done yet."
Guess I was George.
"There was so much left to do."
You will carry on. Laugh like the joke is on you.
"Yeah, I guess."
I will miss you Gred.
"I will miss you Forge."
It's over. The final battle. The war. Voldemort's life. They are all over.
It's over. My childhood. My laughter. My happiness. They have all ended.
He's gone. My other half. My twin. The only person I can honestly say ever really understood me. Forever gone.
And I am alone.