Okay just to let everyone know, this is the revised addition!

Hello me again, yeah I know probably not a good idea in starting yet another fic, but this is another experimental fic. Now don't get me wrong I'm not giving up on any of the others. This is kinda a funny story, because everytime I watch a episode of a show I watch and it doesn't seem to end right or leaves something open, I get a crazy idea for another route. You should see some of the ideas I have from certain BTVS episodes. The other day I was watching a rerun of a Frontier episode you know the one called "Fear and Loathing in Los Arboles" well personally I don't think it worked exactly right so below is a mini summery if you are interested in reading this fic. If you are read and review and let me know what you think.

Summery: Okay slightly altered version of the Frontier episode "Fear and Loathing in Los Arboles" this is during the part where Burning Greymon is about to destroy Tommy when the kid gets through to Takuya, except our goggle head can't forgive himself so he leaves to go on his own journey to discover who he is...

Well if you like it here is the starting chapter!

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Prologue

Flashback

Burning Greymon held the child, no monster firmly in his grip, it was just like the others bent on destroying him. He wouldn't allow that to happen, he would get rid of them first. He then shifted his gun on his arm and got ready to fire, when the monster started speaking and he found himself listening...

Tomoki struggled in his friends grip and started shaking, no he would not show fear, it would just make matters worse. "Don't you remember back in the forest..." He began, but hesitated, and looked into the bright red eyes and shivered again as tears came into his eyes. "You taught me that fighting back in fear was just like being a bully, that you have to have the courage to stand up to them. Fight it Takuya, fight your fears, remember your friends, and now I know that you won't hurt me because your my friend." Tomoki said his voice steady as a couple of tears fell one landing on Burning Greymon's eye changing it to a blue color.

Burning Greymon blinked once then twice to see him holding someone familiar and not a monster. Tomoki? What was I about to do? What didn't I do He thought setting Tomoki down on the ground.

The kid started smiling and said "Hey your back to yourself..." When Burning Greymon screamed turning and began destroying a rocks then beating his head against it until data came up and Burning Greymon was Takuya again. The goggle head then hit his hands against the ground crying out.

After changing back into themselves Kouji and Junpei joined the group and they watched Takuya in silence not sure what to do. Tomoki who was closest stood there watching his friend, the one like an older brother to him break down.

Breaking the silence Bokomon spoke out. "I think it is best that we set up camp now, and figure things out in the morning."

Everyone then slowly moved away from Takuya and began doing tasks, leaving the goggle head to his own thoughts...

End of Flashback

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Izumi warmed her hands by the fire as her green eyes trailed back up to the hill where she could still make out Takuya's form. He had changed positions and was now standing over looking at the destruction that Burning Greymon caused. Her eyes filled with worry and was glad that she was the only one at the fire for the moment. As soon as Bokomon suggested they set up camp everyone began doing tasks to keep themselves busy. For once Junpei wasn't even complaining which was typical of him they were all trying to avoid the subject at hand, Kouji was quieter than usual.

"Has he come down yet." Came a small voice.

The blonde jumped and turned around to see Tomoki standing there holding some meat apples. "Tomoki you scared me." She muttered.

"Sorry I didn't mean to."

"It's okay." She said her eyes moving back up to Takuya feeling herself become worried again. "No he hasn't, I wish I could know what he was going through, but then again, maybe not." In her heart Izumi had already forgiven the gogglehead for what he did, he wasn't the one responsible, he was pocessed by the beast spirit.

They both continued to watch in silence and soon everyone else arrived back. The meal was silent, compared to the normal noise that they would have had. The moons had risen to full height and were glowing brightly in the night sky. No one was truly in the mood to watch them except one person who was silently cursing himself forever coming to the Digital World.

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Takuya had spent the rest of the day tormenting himself over the destruction he had caused. If only he didn't try to save that Shaman digimon this whole mess wouldn't have happened. His eyes looked over at the dead trees and scorched land, and he shut them as images of the battle came into his mind. I almost destroyed everything I cared for, and if it wasn't for Tomoki I would have. What kind of digidestined am I? I can't even control my beast spirit.

His red brown eyes then looked down to the campsite to see a familiar blonde warming her hands. Her cries for him to stop reaching his ears, as images of what he was going to do to her appeared in his mind. Stop it Takuya! He cursed himself and turned away his eyes looking over at the trees that were undamaged as he tried to stop his inner demons.

The same images though kept coming to him, as each of his friends or former friends slowly came to the campfire. He reached his arms up and put them behind his head, and watched them with a pain in his heart. As the group seemed to drift off to sleep his eyes looked up at the Digital Moons. Face it Takuya, none of them will ever forgive you for what you have done. It was already bad enough, but now there is no going back, I can't be expected to lead them, with the mere thoughts of coming so close to destroying them. He looked down at the group putting his arms down as tears came to his eyes, but he wiped them away. It is time to leave, Kouji can lead them, he was always fighting me for the spot anyway. Maybe I will come back to them someday, but not until I can forgive myself. Though for my farewell I will at least leave a note

Takuya then slowly walked down the hill he was on to the campsite. When he removed the bushes he could see all of them were asleep and gave a small smile when he watched each one. Everyone was snoring in their own way, even Kouji, though the lone wolf probably would deny it. If he was going to do this it was now or never, he then pulled out a piece of paper, pen and began writing.

When he was finished, he pinned down the note with a rock, and was about to leave and stopped his hands going up to his hat. His goggles, the one thing he treasured most, but now he didn't seem to deserve them. Carefully he pulled them off his hat and put them on top of his note.

With one last looked at his friends, Takuya turned and walked away making his mind go blank as he began his journey...

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"Damn him!" Came the curse as everyone suddenly woke up to see Kouji standing there with a glare in his eyes holding a note and a pair of goggles.

"Watch your language we have a kid here!" Came Junpei's sleepy response.

"What is going on Kouji." Izumi asked yawning but came wide-awake when she saw the goggles.

"What is going on! Our fearless leader took off, or more to say ran away!" Kouji said tossing a crumbled piece of paper to Izumi.

She began reading the note as the others gathered around including Bokomon and Neemon who just woke up. She then read it aloud...

"Everyone,

I'm sorry to say this, but after what happened with my beast spirit, I don't think it is safe for me to stay with you all. I'm dangerous; I mean look what I almost did to Tomoki and what I would have done to all of you. I can't forgive myself for this and I know you can't forgive me so I'm leaving, maybe I will come back, but now I can't, so this is my farewell.

Takuya"

Everyone was silent as Izumi felt tears come to her eyes, as she recrumpled the piece of paper. Tomoki already had tears coming down and she pulled the younger boy into a hug. Junpei had moved away was staring up at the sky while Kouji kept glaring at the goggles he held in his hand.

Finally the lone wolf spoke breaking the silence. "I'm going after him." He said slowly.

"I think we should leave him alone." Izumi said betraying what she felt inside at the moment, but she was too busy taking care of Tomoki.

Kouji made a fist with his free hand and turned to face Izumi. "I don't care, he needs to suck it up and face his fears. I'm going to find him, and if I have to force him to come back, he doesn't seem to understand what is at stake here." Kouji muttered out.

"Then be careful." Tomoki said his voice slightly muffled because he was still crying.

"Bring him back Kouji." Izumi said.

"I know you two will probably fight, but bring back our leader in one piece okay?" Junpei said as his eyes moved from the tree.

"Meanwhile we will keep going, and meet up with you at the forest terminal." Bokomon said as he moved away from the group.

He nodded amazed that everyone had such confidence in him to succeed, but he knew that he had to bring Takuya back. Deep down he always seemed to sense that the baka, the one who he always butted heads with would lead them and they all would follow to death and back even him. Surprised he gripped the goggles tighter and pocketed them at the same time he pulled out his D-Scanner and hoped that if he could find spirits maybe he could find their fallen leader he then turned and walked through the trees disappearing.

"Good luck." Izumi whispered as she watched him vanish all their hopes were now with Kouji and they hoped he wouldn't blow it. She then wiped away her own tears and began to clean up camp the others doing the same.

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Well what did you think? Like it or not, if I get enough reviews maybe there will be another chapter. Also in your reviews, let me know if you want a couple to emerge here Yaoi or Straight doesn't matter, I'm just curious. If there is a certain amount of a couple, it might happen, that is if enough people like this crazy idea of mine. Read and Review!