Chapter one- Lead the Blind
Disclaimer: I have no clue about Loveless. Nothing WHAT SO EVER. All of this is help from my friend, Shaina! She was Soubi. I was Ritsuka. Flame me if I get things wrong, thankies….This is, apparently, based off of a roleplay.
It was after school, about mid-afternoon. Ritsuka had just got out of class and was now walking down the steps out of school. Ritsuka had his hands in his pocket's, head down. He had been avoiding the teacher since all she would do is try and make things 'better' for him. He sighed; he was last to come out, watching the ground as he slowly walked to the gates.
Soubi looked to Ritsuka, when he came from his school gates. "Ah, Ritsuka-kun." He walked over to him from the wall he leaned on.
Ritsuka looked up for a moment, before going back to fiddling with his camera. He was looking through the pictures he had taken from yesterday. He didn't answer, he was still a little pissed that the teacher had held him back to talk about his 'life'
"... Is there something wrong?" Soubi asked putting a hand on Ritsuka's shoulder. "Would you like to go take more photos?"
"Sure." Ritsuka whispered, before gazing up at him. "I'm fine, it's nothing." Ritsuka said, leaning against Soubi's side.
"It's not good to lie, Ritsuka." Soubi ruffled his hair.
Ritsuka looked up at him and sighed. "It's just...I'm tired of the school always trying to make my life better." Ritsuka muttered, poking at the digital screen on the camera and sighing.
"They, including my self, just want you to be the happiest. We want the best for you, Ritsuka." Soubi says, making Ritsuka walk forward with him.
"I don't want them to! I can handle it on my own..." Ritsuka muttered, keeping his gaze away from Soubi's. "I'm not little anymore..."
"... What do you want me to do?" Soubi says, keeping a hand on his shoulder. "What do you want? I'll get it for you."
"I...don't WANT anything...I just..." Ritsuka paused, before looking away. "My brother..." Ritsuka whispered, hoping Soubi couldn't hear him. He closed his eyes and leaned closer to Soubi.
"..." Soubi walks Ritsuka to the usual park table. "I remember when we first came here."
Ritsuka sat down and started to flicker through the pictures again. "Yeah...I remember..." Ritsuka said, looking up at the sky. "This was where our first...kiss was..." Ritsuka said, a light tint of pink on his cheeks.
"You mean like this?" Soubi reach over to Ritsuka, pulling him into a kiss.
Ritsuka's eyes went wide, before they closed and he opened his mouth to let Soubi in. He leaned forward slightly without knowing it.
Soubi took advantage of this, and stuck his tongue inside Ritsuka's mouth as Ritsuka opened his. Soubi finishes his kiss, and leans back in his seat. "My my, Ritsuka-kun... Have you grown to love me finally?"
Ritsuka opened his eyes, before his cheeks turned bright red and he immediately looked away. "No." He said, but something in his voice said otherwise. It's Seimei... He's using me as Seimei... Ritsuka convinced himself.
Soubi sighs, almost hurt. "I love you, Ritsuka-kun." He mutters to himself, but loud enough to be heard if someone were to sit next to him.
Ritsuka looked back at Soubi, blushing softly. He opened his mouth to speak, before closing his mouth and shaking his head. "I...I know..." He replied, looking back at the camera and poking at the screen.
Soubi smile gently and slyly at him. "C'mon, let's make... some more memories."
Ritsuka smiled finally. He nodded and stood up, turning his camera back on.
Soubi walks with Ritsuka, taking turns on who takes the next couple of photos.
Ritsuka took the camera back after Soubi took some pictures and he sighed, going through all the pictures they took. "My card's full..." Ritsuka said, before gazing up at Soubi. "I should be getting home. I'll need to download these so I can have room tomorrow..." Ritsuka said, before looking to the sky. "And it's getting late."
"Let me take you home." Soubi said, reaching for Ritsuka's hand to hold.
Ritsuka resisted, before he looked up at Soubi and gulped softly. He took Soubi's hand, lacing his fingers with his. He was tired and anybody could see by the way he walked and the way his ears and tail drooped.
Soubi walked Ritsuka home not having much to say, but wishes he could stay with Ritsuka, or at least get him to say I love you too.
Ritsuka got Soubi to walk him to his room. He collapsed onto his bed tiredly. " . . . .Hey Soubi...?" Ritsuka said, softly. He opened his eyes, ears twitching forward tiredly. "Can you...stay for...a while?" Ritsuka asked, watching him tiredly.
"Anything you want, Ritsuka." Soubi sat next to Ritsuka's bed, looking at him or at the wall or ground.
As Ritsuka started to fall asleep, he nuzzled closer to Soubi accidentally, resting his head in Soubi's lap and curling into a small ball. He finally fell asleep.
Soubi watched Ritsuka for a while. "Sweet dreams, Ritsuka. I love you." He whispered before he too, fell asleep.