Hi! I got this idea while writing an essay, so I'm going to procrastinate and write this instead! Candy's back home after Sweet Tooth dies, is he really dead, or is he back? Candy's thoughts are normal, lyrics are italicized. Please be nice, this is my first fanfiction!
I walk back into the apartment that I shared with ST. I still can't believe he's gone. Sometimes I think I can still hear his voice...
Long lost words whisper slowly to me,
I must be going crazy, he's dead, he can't be talking to me! I don't even know why I'm still staying here, it's not like I'm attached to this place. How could I be attached to this horrible place?
Still can't find what keeps me here,
God! Why do I feel so empty? Was I ever even happy with him? He hurt me, yet I still loved him...
When all this time I've been so hollow inside,
Sometimes I'll see his face in the mirror, but when I turn around, I can't see him anymore.
I know you're still there,
I still see you in crowds. At the mall, on the street, everywhere. Always staring at me, just like when we first met.
Watching me
I can still see the hunger in your eyes. The darkness that, at first, only threatened to take over.
Wanting me
When I try to sleep at night, I think I can hear you calling me, begging me to join you in death. Is it really you calling?
I can feel you pull me down
At first I was in awe of you. So successful, powerful, and confident. Later you scared me with your outbursts, your rage, and sometimes, your beatings.
Fearing you
But I still loved you. Hell I even love you now! I knew you never meant to hurt me, you just weren't in control of yourself! You still loved me, I know you did!
Loving you
I don't think I can do what you want now. I have a life ahead of me, I can do something honest with my life, start anew.
I won't let you pull me down
Sometimes when I see you, I'll run after you, but I never find you. I swear you're driving me crazy, here I am still thinking I can talk to you!
Hunting you
It's been weeks, but this place still smells like you. I can't bear to move any of your stuff, besides, that would be everything here.
I can smell you- alive
I wake up with a start sometimes. When I do, I swear can hear your heart beat, like my head had just been lying on you chest.
Your heart pounding in my head
Today when I went to work, I thought I saw you in the break room, but you weren't really there. At first I just thought that I had been looking at a computer for to long, but now I'm not so sure.
Watching me
Sometimes I still dream of when we were first together. When you would kiss me, gently, not like later on.
Wanting me
The knife is cold on my wrist. I push down slightly, drawing just the faintest line of red, but then I pull away. I just can't bring myself to do it. I feel like I've failed you. I always feel like I've failed you.
I can feel you pull me down
I still remember when you pulled me out of the way of that car, it was the first time we spoke to each other . If you hadn't been there, I would have died. It was our first sweet moment together, after that things got darker.
Saving me.
Do you remember that night? You probably don't. You were drunk off your ass. You kept saying you wanted to give me a night to remember. I kept saying no, you didn't listen.
Raping me
Back when we both worked in the same office, I was just a lowly office girl, you were the boss. I remember how I could catch you stealing glances, I also remember how they slowly turned into glares.
Watching me
I swear I can see you in the mirror, every time I look! Why are you torturing me like this!? If you're alive, why don't you come back? And if your dead, why won't you go away?
Watching me
I wake up with a start, like almost every other night. I could feel your hand on my thigh, I could hear your heartbeat, but once again, you weren't there.
Wanting me
I keep hearing you, but now you do more than just plead with me to join you, sometimes you scream and demand.
I can feel you pull me down
It scares me how you're here, but your not. Why can't you just leave me alone or come back? What have I done that's so horrible that I deserve this?
Fearing you
Sometimes I think about joining you is a good idea, I almost did once. Now I have bandages on my arms as a result, and I'm no closer to being with you again.
Loving you
I can still see you in the mirror. Why won't you go away!? I can't take this anymore! I throw my brush and the mirror shatters.
I won't let you pull me down
Your reflection's still there...
So, what do you think? Has Candy gone off the deep end or is Sweet Tooth back? Please review so I know if people want me to continue this! 3