Moonlight Desires: The Episode Done My Way
PROLOGUE
Hey hey guys what's up? It's me...Erin...remember me? Well of course you do, I'm the one whoWON'T UPDATEher dang Senior Year story about Sean/Emma and JT/Manny. I actually forgot about it for some time, but now that I went back to it I will write a chapter 5. I will get it updated, sometime. I'm busy and stuff so IDK when, but I'm going to. I'm planning on it. Cause see, SY's not done. It's still an open book. I just need to get around to filling it up, which I WILL DO. Hang in there guys, I know it hasn't been updated in forever...(since Nov. 04) but yeah. It's coming, sometime in the future. Like I said, IDK when. I apologize to the many who like that story, IT'S COMING! I feel like I can't reassure you enough...but consider yourselves reassured. I'm soooooo sorry guys, again! From the bottom of my writer's heart! I absolutely HATE that you guys have had to wait so long for that. Once again, I'M SORRY!
I just was messing around on my old computer and I was reading all my chapters (from my Degrassi ones and a FRIENDS one I'm working on) and I realized I actually have READERS on here who actually LIKE my stories. So I'm like, 'hey, Erin, here's an idea: get your (you know) back on the site and update 'em!'. Well, so I saved some stuff onto my new USB thing and brought it up to my new laptop and yeah you get it. I saved it on there and updated. So, SY's COMING (promise!) and I also found this one. It's a story I wrote like, way back yonder. IDK when it was written, but I read it and LOVED it. I realized this is a story that's worth posting again. Yes AGAIN. It was previously posted and got deleted cause of like some ratings issues or whatever. So the first chapter (or prologue) ain't that bad, but the episode part is kinda like R. Yeah R. Love scene, kinda graphic (won't tell with who, but I think you guys are smart enough to figure out the couple after reading this). I gave it a PG-13 rating before, and they took it off cause it should have been R. Oh how smart I am. Not really.
So remember that one eppy back in season 4? Moonlight Desires? Ah, I'm sparking some light bulbs in your heads, I know I am :) Anyway, this story is based on that. When I heard about that ep, I started thinking about a storyline that would be ideal to me; the way I wanted the episode to go. So...here it is. Here's what I was thinking. It's about Sean and Emma. Enjoy.
Sean Cameron laid on his bed and stared up at the ceiling, thinking. It had been a little over a week since he'd come back from Wasaga Beach, and he truthfully couldn't be happier about his decision to come back to Toronto. He was very glad he'd chosen to spend time with his parents, because it had really helped him put his life in perspective. But he'd known that he couldn't stay there long. Ever since grade 7 he'd felt like he belonged in Toronto, at Degrassi. It was his home. He loved it there. There had been two things missing during his stay at his parents' trailer in Wasaga. One was the feeling of security and sense of belonging that Degrassi gave him. And the other was the ever-enchanting presence of the girl who he'd been captivated by since seventh grade: Emma Nelson.
That was one of the things Sean had thought about a lot too at Wasaga, his feelings for Emma. There was no doubt in his mind that he'd always cared about her; that had been proven evident when he'd protected her from a bullet. And then, on the beach, when he apologized to her for their freshman year experiences; he had felt really good about having done that. But when Emma had looked at him from the retreating car when her, Ellie and Jay had left his parents', that was the moment he realized he was still in love with her. He'd never really stopped loving her, it was just sometimes he was really good at hiding it.
Ellie Nash was another thing Sean had thought about a lot in Wasaga. She had been his girlfriend for 10 months, including the time he'd spent in Wasaga. He had been thinking about their relationship for a while, and he had finally decided to break up with her. Lately she was just getting to be too much for him, so he ended things between them. As Sean had expected, after the breakup, Ellie had fallen into a state of depression. He kind of felt bad for her, but the good thing was he was that much closer to getting his dreams back.
But what Emma had been doing after the shooting shocked Sean to the bitter core. He never, ever thought, even in his wildest dreams; that she would be hooking up with Jay Hogart. It just seemed literally impossible. The two were polar opposites. Jay was Degrassi's resident bad-boy bully, and the guy who had been responsible for turning Sean into a wannabe gangster. Emma, the amazing Emma, was a benefactor to all people and an avid environmentalist. She was the reason Sean had started recycling, and she had just always seen the good in him, no matter what. He just could not for one second believe Emma had been going down on Jay at the ravine, where she had given Sean the most amazing kiss of his life just a year earlier.
He remembered his arrival back into the little world of Degrassi a week ago. The first thing he had done was go over to Ellie's and break up with her. (Shortly after Sean left, Ellie had moved back in with her mom because she couldn't keep up with the rent.) Then, at school, he had found out about Jay and Emma, and that wasn't too thrilling. Sean had gotten into a fight with Jay over her, because they both harbored feelings for the blonde and wanted her. Finally, Emma, stuck in the middle, had to choose between the two guys and pick which one she wanted. When Emma had finally arrived at her decision the next day, it was her words that would echo in Sean's heart forever.
"Jay, it's been fun, but sorry. I love Sean."
So yes this is the prologue. There's the actual episode part after this, I have that written too. Well obviously since this thing's a repost. Haha. Well, review and tell me what you thought...if you remember this (who would?), if it's something worth posting, if MD is old news, if you just don't care either way, what. I enjoy your feedback! AND SENIOR YEAR IS COMING to all my faithful readers of that story! ..xox erin..