Callie was frazzled as she walked into the attending's lounge in search of Arizona. She really didn't want to talk to her still, but this was important. Walking in she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror. God she looked ridiculous. She was basically having flashbacks to when this same scenario happened with George, except this time it was way more complicated. This time there was a child and she was actually head over heels in love.

"Calliope, what are you doing here?" Arizona said not turning around.

"I, I need to ask you something."

"Okay," Arizona said turning around, "Why are you wearing a dress and pearls?"

"My dad's here."

"Oh no. That's not good," Arizona said looking a bit frightened.

"I know things aren't good, but I really can't handle my father knowing about our problems, so can you please just pretend with me?"

"You want me to act like we are together?" Arizona asked.

"Yes, I just need this weekend so I have more time to sort this out before they find out."

"Yeah, I can do that," Arizona said. Really she was just glad she didn't have to face Carlos if he found out what she had done.

"Okay, so I'll grab all our stuff and move it back into the apartment and then I'll see you tonight."

"Alright," Arizona said as Callie nervously left the room.

Arizona walked into her apartment after the long day and it was the first time in weeks she felt happy because Callie immediately approached her saying, "Hey baby." Then she had kissed her lightly, but still, that kiss meant everything to Arizona.

"Hi, what's for dinner?"

"We are going out for dinner, so go get changed."

"Arizona, its good to see you," Carlos said as he hugged her.

"Good to see you too. I'll be out in a minute."

At the restaurant, Arizona was nervously playing with the silverware as Callie grabbed her hand and held it on top of the table. Sure, it was just Callie acting for her dad, but it was the most contact they had in weeks, so she would take what she could get.

"So Arizona, are you two thinking about buying a house soon?"

"Oh um yeah maybe. It's something we've talked about. Needing some more rooms for the other kids," Arizona added looking Callie in the eyes.

Usually that comment from Arizona would make her heart swell, but now it just made her sad. She wanted a huge family with this woman, but that was all shot to hell now.

"Yeah we will see," Callie added.

Dinner continued nicely and then they went back to the apartment. Unfortunately, Carlos was staying with them so they had to share a room like they usually would. Arizona was awkwardly standing next to the bed not sure what to do when Callie came out.

"Thanks for doing this Arizona."

"It's no problem. We shouldn't have to act for your father though, we should actually be happy."

"Yeah well you fucked that up royally didn't you?" Callie spat.

"Your right, I did. And now I'm in my bedroom with my wife and instead of throwing her on the bed to make love I'm nervous and don't know how I will sleep in the same bed as her."

"Just lay down."

"Oh great easy for you to say. You're perfect Calliope. Absolutely perfect and I don't think I can control myself in the same bed."

Callie smiled, then she remembered their situation and said, "Well I guess I wasn't perfect enough."

"What's that supposed to mean?" Arizona said back.

"It means if I was so absolutely perfect, tell me why my wife slept with some beautiful blonde."

"Calliope, it wasn't about you. You are amazing and lovely and I don't deserve you. It was about me being stupid and enjoying attention despite my leg."

"Its fine to enjoy attention, but it went a lot further than that."

"I know and I'm sorry."

"I gave you attention. I told you that you were beautiful everyday, and I meant it."

"I know and I heard you, but you are my wife, you're obligated."

"Nothing about you has ever been an obligation," Callie said as she climbed into bed and turned her back to Arizona.

Arizona lay there wide awake just wishing she could take back what she did. She couldn't keep just saying it had nothing to do with Callie, but she was confused. She didn't know why she slept with Lauren. The flirting was flattering and the sex was okay, but the whole time she didn't really feel that connection. She was so used to making love to a beautiful curvy and passionate hot-blooded Latina, that Lauren's soft touches just didn't do it for her. She kept feeling like there should be more there when she touched her breasts and her ass. She definitely had a type and skinny blonde wasn't it. She was so lost in her thoughts she didn't notice Callie turn around and study her. Then, Callie leapt on top of her and kissed her hard.

Mmm, this was the kind of touch she was talking about. When Callie kissed her she was taking control and pouring so much love and passion into the act that Arizona was engulfed by her. As great as this felt, Arizona knew they shouldn't keep going so she gently pushed up on Callie's shoulders.

"Calliope, we shouldn't do this."

"Why, cause I'm not a hot baby doctor?" Callie said snapping back hurt.

"No, because we aren't okay right now and I don't want anything to mess that up."

"Yeah, whatever I got you loud and clear," Callie huffed as she moved off the woman.

Arizona rolled over and looked Callie in the eyes, then kissed her lightly, "Calliope, every bone in my body wants to kiss you and never stop, but we need to talk more than we need to make out."

"I'm not ready to talk."

"Then we need to hold off on kissing. I love you with all of my heart and I'm afraid if we don't do this right and actually communicate, I won't be able to kiss you for the rest of my life. And that thought is horrifying and I can't even imagine it."

"If you wanted to only kiss me for the rest of your life, why the hell did you kiss her?"

"I know I haven't really given you an explanation because I don't understand it myself. If I figure it out, you'll be the first to know. It was empty and meaningless with her. She didn't set me on fire like you, she didn't made me crazy with want. Only you can do that."

"There must have been something about her that made you want her instead of me," Callie said insecurely, "I know I haven't been working out lately since the plane and I've put on some weight and.."

"Calliope Torres, stop. Who cares if you put on a few pounds. I can't tell and it most likely is on your boobs and your ass, so I'm fine with that. Those areas of you are curvy and hot."

"You really mean that?"

"With all my heart. I was just thinking about how beautiful you are, all of you."

"I just don't really feel that way anymore."

"Then I will tell you everyday until you believe me."

They lay in comfortable silence for a while. That was the first honest conversation they had in a long time and it felt like progress. Arizona then broke the silence.

"I didn't get off with her."

"Um what?" Callie said confused.

"When I was with Lauren, she got off, but I didn't. It felt okay and maybe if I wasn't so in love with you it would have been better, but once she touched me, I started to think about you. I almost stopped her because it felt all wrong. She didn't know how to work my body like you."

"Oh," was all Callie had to say. While she liked knowing that Arizona hadn't gotten off, she didn't like thinking about that woman's hands on Arizona's perfect body.

"I just thought you should know. Everything that you are insecure about, I love. I wouldn't change a thing about your body or our sex life."

"What if it was good, with Lauren? Would you have only done it once."

"It couldn't be good because I'm in love with someone else. There is no comparison to Callie Torres. Once you've had Callie Torres, no one else can hold a candle."

"I'm glad we talked," Callie said ending that part of the conversation.

"Me too," Arizona agreed, "Goodnight Calliope."

"Goodnight Arizona, I love you." Arizona almost broke down crying because she wasn't sure she was ever going to hear that come out of Callie's mouth again.

"I love you too."