Right Now
Ships; Jay/Manny
Summary; Jay and Manny, the unlikely but happy couple. . or so everyone thinks.
Disclaimer; I don't own Degrassi or the song Right Now by SR-71
Rating; M for Mature – cursing and sexual content
Author's Notes; First off, I suck at summaries, so that summary up there is just so – blah. This is going to be a one shot, unless I'm requested to continue it. :D This is all in Jay's POV.
Brief Intro; At this point in my story, Jay and Manny have been together for one month. They got together right after JT was killed, because Manny needed someone to help her deal, she got extremely attached while Jay considered it a hookup.
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She
clings to me like cellophane
Fake plastic submarine
slowly
driving me insane
but now that's over
She screams at me, she yells at me, but she always ends up in my bed again. Who knows how or why it happens that way, I guess anger is just my turn on. The second she yells at me, I want to get her in bed, it's just the way I'm made to be. She's always considered our 'relationship' more than a hookup, but I don't roll that way. She's so clingy I can't handle it. When we aren't busy fucking each other, she's on my arm like a bad tattoo I got when I was piss drunk. Every time I try to dump her sorry ass she just yells more and well then I end up back where I am now – in bed with her. God damn it why does she have to be so hot?!
So
what if the sex was great
Just a temporary escape
Another thing
I grew to hate
But now that's over
I don't think she can get much better in bed, she told me she's only had sex four times. I don't believe it, she's too good to not have had practice, you aren't born with that kind of talent. She fucks me so good I can't stand for the rest of the night, and I mean, come on, it's me – Jay Hogart – how many girls could possibly do that? I despise it though, secretly of course. Sex brings us closer in her mind, but for me it just tears what little affection between us apart.
Why
do you always kick me when I'm high
Knock me down till we see eye
to eye
Figured her out I know she
May not be Miss Right but
she'll do right now
Did I mention that she always picks out my flaws? If I do one little thing wrong she'll go off on me. She doesn't care what I'm doing when she attacks me, I could be the happiest man alive and she'll just make me fall. I'm not about to walk away from her though, the sex is so good I just can't stop. Manny Santos is my addiction. She'll do for now until I find someone better. I may not love her but I do love a good fuck and she can put out pretty damn well.
I
used to hang on every word
Each lie was more absurd
Kept me so
insecure
But now that's over
Sometimes I catch myself going with everything she says, agreeing to make her happy; a happy Manny is a happy Jay. I got so used to going with everything she said that I would start to believe the lies myself, it was sad really. I made myself believe I loved her, when really it was just her pussy I loved.
She
taught me how to trust
And to believe in us
And then she taught
me how to cuss ... that bitch!
It's over
I can't believe I'm even still with her. I don't even trust her! But when I am with her, that I feel, and it's not the familiar pressure of my pants on my hard-on. I can't say it's love, I can't say what it is, but I think I'll stick around to find out.
Figured
her out I know she
May not be Miss Right but she'll do right now
Jay blinked a few times, coming back down to earth after spacing out. He noticed Manny crawling into the bed with him, she had already stripped down to her bra and thong. "Here we go again. ." He said inaudibly. She got in the bed all the way and crashed her lips against his. .
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R&R please!
