Been awhile since I wrote something. I feel rusty. This is my first Guilty
Gear fanfic. Hopes it goes well. (Dedicated to Shane, May God rest your
soul)
Zato and Millia do not belong to me. Janis does....well, sort of. If you know about the Rock and Roll references in the GG series then you know where I got the name, Janis. If you don't know about the references in the GG series, just email me and I'll send you a list of them. So, let the show begin.
Dear Janis,
My trusted friend, this may be the final night you hear from me. I cannot stay in the Assassin Guild....not after last night. Zato took my final ounce of innocence from me, but the actions that occurred last night may have been my own fault.
Zato and I were in my room discussing trivial matters when suddenly a sob tried to force its' way through my throat. I tried to fight this, but tears started flowing from my eyes during this internal struggle. They came onto me with such force that the ordeal left me helpless. For the first time, I cried. I was crying for the people I slaughtered like cattle, the people I hunted down like prey, and the people who suffered from my actions. I felt appalled with myself....with the detestable monster that I had become.
Zato comforted me. The tears blinded my vision, but I felt his arms wrap around my body. He drew me into the warmth that was radiating from his chest. I wondered if that warmth was from his heart. Worried and confused, I wanted to be free from the Guild. Zato whispered, "Millia, tell me what has you troubled?"
My heart desired to answer his simple question, but my lips wouldn't allow me to speak. "Do not worry, my Fallen Angel." Those words just flowed into my ears as Zato's hands grazed my cheek. Then he kissed me. I felt a flood of emotions entered me as he removed my clothes. I wanted him to quit. I didn't want him to touch me. I did not want him to take the only thing that truly belonged to me.....my virginity. It was the only thing that was not tainted by the malice infesting the Assassin Guild.
I violently ripped my lips away from Zato's and stared at him with a wild look in my eyes. I was able to choke out two naïve sounding question, "Why me? Why now?" An unexplainable grin extended across his face. "Because you need this." His answer stunned me. Without warning, Zato lifted me from the chair and carried me to the bed. He was gentle with me. Everything seems so natural. The lovemaking, the kissing, ....us. For an instant, our souls became one.
But all this is wrong. Why did Zato mean by, "I need this."? Need....NEED....NEED?!?!?! Did I need to be stripped of my last ounce of innocence? Did I need to be taken advantage of? Did I need a reason not to abandon the Guild? Does not matter now. I must not let this happen again. I cannot be alone with Zato anymore. I cannot be near Zato again. I must be free of this manipulation.
I trust you will not reveal my true intentions. During tomorrow's mission, I shall make my escape. I know the consequences of my actions, but I am willing to take this risk. I must do this....if I want to salvage the last amount of my soul.
Zato and Millia do not belong to me. Janis does....well, sort of. If you know about the Rock and Roll references in the GG series then you know where I got the name, Janis. If you don't know about the references in the GG series, just email me and I'll send you a list of them. So, let the show begin.
Dear Janis,
My trusted friend, this may be the final night you hear from me. I cannot stay in the Assassin Guild....not after last night. Zato took my final ounce of innocence from me, but the actions that occurred last night may have been my own fault.
Zato and I were in my room discussing trivial matters when suddenly a sob tried to force its' way through my throat. I tried to fight this, but tears started flowing from my eyes during this internal struggle. They came onto me with such force that the ordeal left me helpless. For the first time, I cried. I was crying for the people I slaughtered like cattle, the people I hunted down like prey, and the people who suffered from my actions. I felt appalled with myself....with the detestable monster that I had become.
Zato comforted me. The tears blinded my vision, but I felt his arms wrap around my body. He drew me into the warmth that was radiating from his chest. I wondered if that warmth was from his heart. Worried and confused, I wanted to be free from the Guild. Zato whispered, "Millia, tell me what has you troubled?"
My heart desired to answer his simple question, but my lips wouldn't allow me to speak. "Do not worry, my Fallen Angel." Those words just flowed into my ears as Zato's hands grazed my cheek. Then he kissed me. I felt a flood of emotions entered me as he removed my clothes. I wanted him to quit. I didn't want him to touch me. I did not want him to take the only thing that truly belonged to me.....my virginity. It was the only thing that was not tainted by the malice infesting the Assassin Guild.
I violently ripped my lips away from Zato's and stared at him with a wild look in my eyes. I was able to choke out two naïve sounding question, "Why me? Why now?" An unexplainable grin extended across his face. "Because you need this." His answer stunned me. Without warning, Zato lifted me from the chair and carried me to the bed. He was gentle with me. Everything seems so natural. The lovemaking, the kissing, ....us. For an instant, our souls became one.
But all this is wrong. Why did Zato mean by, "I need this."? Need....NEED....NEED?!?!?! Did I need to be stripped of my last ounce of innocence? Did I need to be taken advantage of? Did I need a reason not to abandon the Guild? Does not matter now. I must not let this happen again. I cannot be alone with Zato anymore. I cannot be near Zato again. I must be free of this manipulation.
I trust you will not reveal my true intentions. During tomorrow's mission, I shall make my escape. I know the consequences of my actions, but I am willing to take this risk. I must do this....if I want to salvage the last amount of my soul.