Numb-Sonf-fic.
-I own nothing, not the song, not the caracters. NOTHING! sobs-
Draco was at home in the summer of his 4th year. His father had just asked
him to meet him in his office, he slowly walked to Lucius Malfoys office.
Lucius was an unfair, evil man that didn;t accept anything but the best from his son. Once Draco
arrived, Lucius yelled. "I can't belive you Draco! How can you once again let Potter get away with this! You should no that! Letting him tell everyone about the dark lords return!"
Draco looked at him confused. "But father I am walking in your shoes! i am acting like you!" He answered back, not caring for the punnishment.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
"Get to your room! I will deal with you later. Personally." His father said deathly.
Draco had stormed into his room and flapped on his bed looking at his ceiling.
All he wanted was to be him, but he new it would never happen, he had to be a Malfoy. Not being allowed to feel, to love, to help, to be gental. He had to act as if he was numb.
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Draco layed on his bed not sure what to do, he new his father was being
like this for control. He loved control, Draco used to. now he just wanted to be like everyone else. So now that he was acting a different way, possibly
more cocky? This was making his fathers plan was falling apart.
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart, right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
An' every second I waste is more than I can take
So numb, not beimg able to feel, Draco didn't no how much more he could
take.
"I WANT TO BE ABLE TO BE ABLE TO LIVE!" He screamed hot tears falling from him eyes.
Draco was becoming tired, he closed his eyes and started to sleep.
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
But he knew the reason for his fathers behavior was because he had a father
just like him.
Taking contol, telling him what to do, who to be. WHould Draco end up like that too if he didn't start to run his own life?
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
He can not feel, he can be numb and he can't be himself. He knew this. He had to please his father. This way he couldn;t feel the pain anymore. No more pain, hurt. No more anything, as long as he acted numb.
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
But some day he new, that he would have a son to be dissapointed in to.
That thought scared him. But he knew that this was the only way, to save himself, from death, from pain. From Love. He would no longer be able to feel anyone there, and he didn't care.
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
-End. Hope you liked it please R&R!-