I Try Not To Miss You
By: TJ Johns
Dedicated to the one who I can't forget…
I can't help the fact that I miss being with you, guess it's kind of a weakness I have, I guess I truly loved. They say the best kind of love is the one where you love someone for absolutely no reason at all. Some say that love is the worst thing in the world, but honestly it's how you make it. Love is just a war of feelings that are towards other people; and most of the time in the end no one wins. Never giving up on love or the people you care about is just a thing that is an instinct, because you never know they may surprise you. They say that you should never let anyone decide whether you love someone or not, true though, but sometimes it just happens because they get in our head with things we don't want to hear. Funny how someone can break your heart a million times but somehow for some reason you still love them with all the little pieces. But you know it doesn't matter to a point, sometimes things happen because people are stupid and they don't realize what they have until they lose the one person who really cared. They may have never meant to say those things maybe there was a lot of pressure at that time or they were angry. Sometimes you change and things are not the way you thought it would be, so you hope that saying good-bye would make things right but then you realize that it's not, it's only killing you and the other person but you don't know whether or not the person will take you back because you already hurt them so many times. Thing is, taking chances it's just the way of life. But I guess the way I see it is, yes the past hurts but you can either run from it or learn from it. The past is the past you can't change it but the future you can change. I wish it wasn't this way, because you were my ever after. I just don't know what to do to keep this together; Actually I do just stay friends that's the only way to keeps this together. But if this is the way it will go then I will keep a promise that I promise this world and people like friends that forever until I die that I will always be there and I will always care you no matter what happens in this world or between us.