This is my very first Fan fiction in new to this hope you all like you may reveiw if you would like thank you
(I wish I was never born, I wish I could run away and hide from this pain, Why was I brought into this forsaken world, Why was I put on this world there is nothing but cold crule evil people who don't give a dam about no one but themselfs, They lie and hurt others for there on gain, They kill for drugs,money, exc exc, They put on a mask when around others but when in there on home there true selfs come out, How evil this world is and I was put here for what reason to only be put though hell to be hurt and walk on to be dranged though shit, Sometimes I think I would be better off dead, Perhas I would be no more pain no more sorrow no more sadness, How lovely that sounds, There is only one reason that I keep living that, Only one reason that I have'nt ended my life sooner that reason is my little sister Mayu for her I live that way she wont have to indore the pain that I have, She is the only reason that i keep leaving but how i wish someone would please take me away...Take me far away from this place any where any place but here...Please Take Me Away...)
"Botan...Earth to botan" Botan looked up from her desk close"Mayu what is it" Botan asked looking at her sister who stood in the doorway to her room "I heared mommy and daddy talking"mayu said holding her teddy bear to her chest "what about" Botan asked motioning for her sister to come into the room "they where staying something about us moving" Mayu said walking over to her sister. Botan picked Mayu up and brushed her hair away from her face "are you sure" Botan asked looking at her sister she noded her head "yes" she cryed "I dont want to move Botan" Mayu said crying into Botans shoulder "don't cry Mayu.. Even if we move it will be okay cause we will always have each other" Botan said smiling at Mayu. Mayu wiped her eyes with the back of her hand "really" she said "yes really Mayu I promise" Botan said hoging Mayu to her Mayu giggled as her Botan tickled her "Botan stop!" Mayu cryed laughing as she tryed to get away "you didnt say please" Botan said tickleing her more Mayu laughed more. "Okay okay pease stop" Mayu said laughing hard Botan let her go just as Botan stepfather Royu came in "Mayu what are you doing" he asked in his deep vocie Botan looked away from him as he entered the room followed by Mayus and Botans mother "Mayu, Botan we must speak with you both" she said standing next to Royu he was a tall man and had a medium bulid his dark brown hair was cut close to his head and his eyes where a dark brown almost black color. "Mommy are we moving" Mayu asked before they could say anything
Royu looked down at Mayu his arms crossed over his chest "yes we are moving coming next week" he said closeing his eyes he expected his stepdaughter to fire up and start yelling at him she was qutie amusing to watch when she got mad but she didint start yelling like she would of Royu opened his eyes looking over at Botan she sat in her chair with her eyes closed. "Daddy i dont want to move" Mayu said pulling on his pants leg "I already made my mind up and we are moving rather you like it or not" he said turning around and walking out of the room "Im sorry girls" their mother called running after her husband "And there she go's chaseing after him like a puppy" Botan said under her breath as she watched her mother run out of the room. She stood up and walked over to Mayu she bent down to her "Mayu" Botan said touching her shouder Mayu turn towards Botan "Botan can i sleep with you tonight" she asked hugging her teddy bear closer to her chest "sure Mayu" Botan said picking her up and laying her down on the bed "Go to sleep Mayu" Botan said laying down next to her.
Botan woke up to a loud crash coming from her mothers and stepfathers room "what was that" she said to herself as she climbed out of her bed and crept down the long hall way leading to her mothers room as she got closer she could hear screaming then someting breaking she stoped at the door it was craked open and she could see her mother on the ground and her stepfather over her. "I know what you do to her how could you" her mother yelled "easy she is young and drives me mad" Royu laughed causing Botan to shudder "you sick bastard do you really think you would get away with this" her mother yelled almost crying Royu just laughed "I know i will my dear you are the only one to know and it shall die with you" he said smiling that cold smile that could frezze you in spot. "You think that will sovle anything someone will find out sooner or later and then what you will kill them to" her mother asked "no one eles will find out cause she wont tell anyone she is to scared plus she would do anything to protect that sister of hers" Royu said bending down to her pulling on a glove "goodbye my dear" he said taking the gun out and placeing it to her head.
The gun echoed of the walls blood spating against the white colored walls staining the walls now red Royu stood over the body grining blood coverd his face "fucked bitch thats what you get you should of mind your own fucked business Botan watch with wide eyes as he pulled the trigger to the gun she felf helpless but there was nothing she could do but watch as her mothers lifeless body fall to the ground her blood staining the carpet. Botan closed her eyes tears falling down her face as she quitley retreated back to her room she closed the door lightly her body felt numb as she climbed back into bed the tears still falling (I did'nt do anything but watched I could'nt do anything I was so scared I just let him kill her without doing anything I could of tryed to stop him but I did'nt) Botan though to herself as she fell asleep. That night she dreamed of her mother called out to her "please Botan please help me please" her mother cryed out reaching out her hand to her "please" she wispered as she heared the gun her mother falling dead on the ground Royu stood over her laughing as Botan droped to her knees "mother" she called out reaching out to her mothers lifeless body. "You could of saved her Botan but you where to scared you let her die" Royu laughed "no" Botan wispered crying into her hands "yes its all your falut Botan your the reason she is dead" Royu said smiling "now you belong to me forever no one can help" Botan cryed harder "please take me away someone" Royu laughed "no one is coming for you no one can save you Botan my sweet".
"BOTAN!" Mayu yelled shaking her sister as she cryed out "BOTAN! PLEASE WAKE UP" Mayu said Botans eyes shot open "Mayu" she wispered sitting up "Botan are you okay" Mayu asked looking at Botan "yeah im fine why you ask Mayu" she aked rubing her eyes "you where screaming in your sleep I try to wake you up but you just keep screaming" Mayu said hugging her teddy bear to her chest. Botan closed her eyes as the dream came back to her she pushed it away "im fine now Mayu don't worry okay" Mayu nodded her head her long light brown hair falling into her eyes Royu knocked on the door as he walked in "Botan I want you to take Mayu shoping you both will need new clothes for your new school" he said not looking at either of them. "Is mommy going with us" Mayu asked smiling "no mommy is feeling sick and daddy has to work" he said waliking out of the room "you two hurry up now" he called from down the hall. Mayu was already out of the room and geting dress Botan stood up geting dress she just put on a pair out jeans and a big t-shirt most of her pants where to big since she lost so much weight from not eating she just did'nt have it in her to eat anymore she only eat when Mayu forced her to eat by crying thats all Mayu had to do and Botan would do anything she asked. Botan walked out of her room as she looked down the hallway to her mothers room where she layed dead(sick yeah right you killed her and im a cowared to scared to say or do anything) Botan though in her head as she walked away from the room and into the small living room "Botan come on hurry" Mayu said pulling on Botans arm "okay Mayu" she said walking out the door and down the street.
Botan and Mayu shoped for about an hour or so Mayu had found alot of dress's that she like "Mayu dont you have plenty of dress's already" Botan said as they walked back home Mayu skiping and huming to herself "you can never have to many dress's" Mayu said grining at Botan "Mayu i think there is i mean you already have like what 20 dress's at home and you just got six more" Botan said as she adjusted the bags she was carrying. "Botan" Mayu said stoping causeing Botan almost run into her "what is it Mayu" she said looking down at her "look" Mayu said pointing her eyes where wide Botan looked at where she was pointing it was there house and two loads of cops where there Botan droped the bags and picked Mayu up turning her away from the house as she screamed out. "MOMMY!" Mayu cryed Botan watched as the brought their mothers body out Mayu fought to get away from Botan "let me go!" she cryed kicking and screaming "Mayu stop it please" Botan wispered "NO LET ME GO! MOMMY!" Mayu cryed even more Botan hugged Mayu to her "Mommy!" Mayu cryed hideing her face in Botans shouder.
Botan watched as a cop came her ways he looked at Mayu who still was crying and calling out for her mommy the cop looked away from her and to Botan "im sorry but" Botan put her hand up to stop him she already knew what he was going to say Im sorry but you mother is dead she already knew but she did'nt want Mayu to hear thoses words the cop just nodded his head. "We called you father he shoud be here soon" the cop said Botan nodded her head she could'nt speak or she would break down and right now Mayu needed her ti be strong the cop turn and walked back to the house leaving Botan alone she held Mayu close to her