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Beauty From Pain
The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away
After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames
After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
Here I am, at the end of me
Tryin to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn
After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
Prologue EDWARD POV
I put my ear to the wood of the door and listened.
They were talking about the girl that I come to love over the short amount of time I was in Forks.
I couldn't say whether she returned those feelings or not. She technically wasn't mine. She belonged to my best friend.
Who was on the other side of this door with another girl who was not Bella?
"Hey Emmett" Rosalie said.
"Hey Rosie" Emmett said. The faint sound of lips touching could be heard throughthe door.
"Emmett please! Not now...we shouldn't even be doing this at all. She's my best friend and your girl friend." She stuttered in a low sad voice.
Emmett let out a deep sigh and the weight of a bed shifted beneath him. I peeked through the keyhole to see Emmett move the other side of the bed. Rosalie now sat with her knees to her chest, tears were pooling at the corner of her eyes.
"I hate myself so much" she whispered so low I nearly missed it. Emmett shifted then and wrapped his arms around Rosalie.
"Hey, Hey don't ever let me hear you speak like that again" he said as he kissed her cheek.
"I love you Emmett so much...but don't you hate yourself as well for what we're doing to her" she said as tears flew down her cheeks like a waterfall. "I-I mean I feel like the worst friend ever, she always there for everyone. She's just so k-kind. She doesn't deserve this"
"I know but I can't tell her it'll break her heart"
"I know" she said as she buried her head in his chest. I felt the blood boil under my skin. They knew what they were doing to her but they still kept it up. Isabella or Bella Swan was the most selfless girl ever. She put everyone's needs before her own. She was universally liked, not in a drugs taking-alcohol drinking-party going-slutty cheerleader kind of way but because she was nice to everyone. Even the bitches and sluts at the school were friends with her. My hand itched towards the door handle.
I reasoned with myself as to whether I should or shouldn't confront them. I decided I should. Bella would be more hurt if they didn't tell her. She would be more then hurt she would be devastated. I know I would if my partner and best friend were sneaking around behind my back. I pulled the door open.
They both looked at my stern face with shocked expressions.
"W-h-a? How m-much did you hear?" the blonde stuttered at me incredulously.
"All of it but I've known about it for a while" I said in a cold voice.
"Listen man—"Emmett began but I cut him off.
"Just don't Emmett. How could you two do this too her. This is Bella we're talking about. She is the nicest person I have ever met. Why Emmett? Why!" I yelled.
"I don't know what to do" he said looking down at his hands in Rosalie's.
"I'll tell you what to do. Emmett you are going to tell her the truth. I don't care if she never wants to speak to either of you again, but she deserves better than this. She deserves the truth" I said and turned on my heel and left the room disgusted by the two of them.
EMMETT POV
Have you ever had one of those friends that were always right?
That knew the right things to do?
Who was your voice of reason?
Edward was one of those friends. I didn't know Rosalie and I had been caught until he walked into that room. What we were doing was wrong. I loved Bella with all my heart and in my ideal world she would have been the girl I would follow to college and get married to and have children.
The only thing that stood in my way to that was Rosalie.
I could help the pull she had on me. I wanted Bella but I needed Rosalie like I needed air to breathe. It was killing me that I was doing this to my girlfriend. I had told Rosalie this as well.
The same guilty look clouded her eyes every time she was near Bella. She was her best friend and I was her boyfriend and we were fucking around behind her back.
I hate Rosalie so much. I hate her for being the air I breathe.
For being all I can see. But I hated her so much I loved her.
So I decided to tell Bella about Rosalie and I.
The response I got from her made feel so bad I wanted to kill myself then and there.
Edward came over to my house after I spoke to her.
"What did she say? Does she want to see you again? Did she accept it? Is she okay?" he pestered
"She was too...good to me" I said hollowly
"What do you mean?" he asked in a shocked voice. I looked up into his eyes and then and there I could see how he felt for her.
He loved her like I loved Rosalie.
"You love her don't you?" I asked he looked at me guiltily.
"I can see that you do." I said after he didn't answer.
"She told me she was happy for me. She told me I deserved happiness" I said
Edwards breathing got heavier so I looked up at him again. His hands were balled into fists and his jaw was tight. His fist connected with my left eye and I sat there and took it. I deserved it.
"You fucking bastard" he seethed "You deserve to die for how you treated her. Did you even love her at all?"
"Of course I did and in a way I still have the urge to want to be with her. That feeling is never going to go away. I will love her till the day I die. But I need Rosalie. Like you need Bella. I can see the affection you hold for her. She was always so hesitant when you were around. Maybe she loves you too" I said and the words stung at my throat.
"I hope things work out for you with Rosalie" was all he spat before he walked out of my life.
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