=Kise's POV=
I saw her standing a few meters away from me. She was wearing a pusheen tee, light blue skirt coupled with high cut converse. I could see her eyes glistening as we locked stares. If only I could go near her...

"Kise-kun, please sign my magazine. I bought it just for you."
"Kise-kun, can I have a hug? Pls! I love you this much."
"No, Kise-kun, look at me only..."

but I'm in the middle of magazine signing and could only see her at a distance. Do you know the feeling of frustration from needing to hold someone so close yet so far?! Then, you feel me.

After like a thousands of signing, smiling, hand shaking and all, I felt numb. Why? Because I couldn't see her in the crowd. Did she leave? She was never fond of huge crowds.

"Manager, can I go home now? I still have a basketball practice tomorrow." I lied.

"You can go now, Kise. Thank you for the hard work." We bowed and I proceeded to my car.
Then, I decided to buy some ice cream. I don't know why I just felt the need to buy. And that is when I saw her at the center table eating ice cream deliciously yet she was alone. I slowly walked behind her.

"Ahm... *cough cough*" I signaled.

She look up with strawberry stains beside her lips. I wiped it away and licked my finger. She immediately blushed tomato. She looks really cute when she blushes. It makes me want to hug her, pinch her. I don't know! I just want her!
Suddenly, she stood up and kissed my nose. (O.O)

She giggled and said, "Why are you standing there silly. Come sit here." She then tapped the seat beside her.
Kise take a hold of yourself! Now sit! I took the sit across her.

"I saw you... at the crowd."

"Ah... hehe. I decided to see how you work but then the people kept pouring in until it got so crowded... so I left."

"Oh..." I said. She did left and didn't even plan to greet me.

"Say Ah..."

"What?"

She then forced a spoon full of ice cream in my mouth. I cringed from the brain freeze it gave me.

"You shouldn't mope like that. I am actually planning to join the signing but I got afraid that you would get too excited and-" I kissed her, sweetly and calmly, making sure that I understood what she meant.

"Kise..."

I got hold of her hand and massaged it to ease her. "(Y/N), I'm sorry for now we couldn't date how normal couples would but I promise you if everything goes well, if I become more stable then I would reveal the world how much I love you."