DISCLAIMER: I DON'T HAVE GINTAMA (OBVIOUSLY)

Minna, I hope you enjoy it, necromancer! :)

"Baa-san, sukonbu ne.."

A year has been passed since Gin-chan ended a curse "White Plague". He's with us now, as lazy as ever.. But now, we can form a Yorozuya trio again. People has come back to earth too and nowadays, we get a lot of job. Bussiness was never this good before 6 years ago. Thanks to our clients, we got a lot of money and finally.. After forgetting about this for hundred times, after had been distracted by panties thief, gorilla stalker, even that White Plague, Anego finally can start to rebuild his father's Dojo using Shinpachi's salaries.

But why… something is missing inside me. No matter how many smile I give everyday, no matter how many times I laugh with Shinpachi and Gin-chan, I still feel a bit empty..

That face.. That sadist smile.. That sword he always carries..

And that unwanted kiss 3 years ago…

How can he just leave me now? I've grown up into a woman. Now I have a long hair, I'm not a brat anymore, I become stronger, and now my boobs aren't shrinking.. Aren't they enough to make him stay beside me? So why now I can't meet him among these men I see… Why I can't stop thinking about him? Why I really want him now when he's so far away…

"Tadaima.." I take off my boots lazily as usual.

"I don't really want to do anything. Just laying at sofa while petting Sadaharu is enough for me.." the voices in my head goes like that. A really hot day, a tired mind, what else do I want besides being as lazy as possible today? We don't have any job for today..

As I'm walking to the living room, I can hear a familiar voice, talking with Gin-chan and Shinpachi.

A voice that I have been waiting for months. A voice that I really love. A voice of a sadist man that could make me excited whenever I heard it.

"Kagura! Come here! Go serve 80's wine for our client today.." Gin-chan's voice is calling me from the living room.

"HAAIIII!" I run quickly to the kitchen. I can't wait anymore. I have to meet him! I really have. I don't want to waste any time again. I will tell him everything.. everything I've been feeling toward him for these years.

Of course, just like in the past, I won't serve any 80's wine or simply, any wine. Just Nilo is more than enough. No way Gin-chan could buy those super good and expensive wines. Yeah, we got a lot of money, but dammit. He still loves to play with balls and wastes his money for nothing. Thanks to Anego who threated to kill him if he didn't pay Shinpachi and me, we can have our money every time we get a job. But still.. seeing him wasting him for soju and gambling, really makes me want to take his kintama off...

"Why the hell you bring Nilo again, Kaaaguuuurraaa?!"

"DAMARE NATURAL PERM! Stop playing balls at pachinko and we'll be able to buy wine.."

My eyes finally catches the man who I've been waiting. He's sitting there calmly.. Nothing changes. He still has that long hair. And that sadistic face…

He slowly turns his head to me. He really doesn't change at all.. He doesn't even react or show any feelings while looking at me. He obviously looks like he couldn't care less... That kiss, that hug… it didn't mean anything? The feelings I have for him, they are meaningless? Isn't my transformation into a beautiful woman enough to make him love me? Why did I wait for you if you didn't even wait for me? I didn't expect you to act like a lovey dovey guy, sadist. But at least, you could've smiled to me and asked, "How are you, china girl?" I really miss to be called "china girl" by you, with that voice of yours. But why it's like this now? I should've known... That kiss, that hug, those words you said to me, they were for nothing.. Nothing more than just to calm me down back then. I should've known it better...

If he doesn't want me again, why is he here now? Why should he appears before my eyes if he doesn't wait for me? Does he want to torture me to death? Doesn't he understand I can never forget those words which he said at that night? Why?

I put those 3 glasses of Nilo on the table and sit beside Shinpachi. I should know why he's here now... I really should.

[TO BE CONTINUED]