Konnichiwa! I'm xMissyxMayx and this is my first fanfiction, and i hope you guys enjoy it. This is alternate universe obviously, so just know that.

Disclaimer: I own nothing, D. Gray-Man is not mine ( begins to cry, though i know no body cares)

Chapter 1

Lavi wasn't quite sure what had processed him to loose the love of his life, but he had and it was all because of he was an idiot. Life had blessed the red head with charm, a good sense of humor, intelligence, and all around good looks. So naturally he was very good at attracting the opposite sex. It came almost naturally, all he had to do was be himself. But there is always one girl that doesn't fall quite as easily, and in this case it was, Lenalee Lee.

In Lavi's eyes she was pure perfection, her long silky hair, her warm smile, everything about her was lovely. Not even her crazy obsessive brother was enough to ruin that. And so he had fallen head over heels in love with the raven-haired girl almost instantly. It had taken him a year to get close to her and then finally capture her heart., but a mere three months to break it completely.

He remembered it all too well, every detail engraved so clearly in his mind. All the pain she had felt because of him would forever be in his memories.

Flashback ~

"How could you Lavi? If I wasn't enough for you , why did you lie and tell me you loved me? Why! " she screamed as tears streamed down her pale face.

"Lenalee , I never lied to you, I swear, everything I told you was true. I love you Lenalee, I really do. " he said trying desperately to keep her from crying anymore, on the verge of tears himself.

"Stop it, just stop saying those things, stop. " she whipped her face with the heels of her hands, and looked him in the eyes tears threatening to fall again. "Everyone warned me, they told me you would do this to me ! And I defended you! I defended you, so you could make a fool of me." she cried and sunk to the ground in a way of shame. Lavi kneeled down beside her and placed his hands on her shoulders.

"I am sorry, I'm so sorry, I never …" he was cut off by Lenalee's palm against his face.

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"Leave me alone! I never want to see you again ! " she screamed and then in almost a whisper she said "Just leave me alone, or I might start believing your lies again." then she turned away from him, and stood.

"Lenalee, please."

"Please just leave me alone…"

End Flashback~

The red head had ran his finger through his hair and yelled. "Why am I so fricking stupid !"

"Well you could be worse." said a gruff male voice, that made Lavi search where it was coming from. Only to find the old pandas in the doorway of his bedroom. "Your friends Allen and Kanda are here to see you, they said it was important."

"Are they downstairs? When did they get here?" the eye patched boy said sort of confused.

"Yes, now go, stop being so lazy!" Bookman said as he left the room. Lavi ran down the steps and found Allen and Kanda sitting quietly on opposite ends of the sofa.

"Um… hey guys what is up?" Lavi asked trying to break the awkward silence.

"This dumbass here has something to show you." Kanda said jabbing his finger in Allen's direction

"I can honestly say I like it when people call me by my name." Allen snapped.

"Fine then Beansprout here has something to show you." Kanda said in mock kind voice.

"…" Allen glared at the other teen and opened his mouth to deliver a witty come back, but was interrupted by he impatient red head.

"What is it, Bookman said it was important?"

"Umm… Well… It is important" Allen said nervously scratching his head. Then while shaking pulling a wrapped something from his backpack, and in the same nervous motion handing it to the other boy.

"What is it?" Lavi questioned smirking, "It's not my birthday".

"Just open it" Kanda said dully.

It felt as though what was inside was paper, so he gently tore the wrapping. Slowly a magazine was unshielded. On the back cover there was a woman with extremely large breasts, and only a wet white t-shirt on and tiny panties on. A very flustered Lavi looked up at Allen, who looked embarrassed.

"My master gets these in the mail every week, and he leaves them laying around the house all the time. So I saw it on the counter in the kitchen, and so I picked it up to throw it away. But then I saw the front." the short white hair boy turned away from Lavi and Kanda. Lavi turned it over in an effort to understand what was exactly the meaning of this.

"You know Allen, I'm upset about the whole Lenalee thing but I'm not really this desperate to get my mind off of her. And I mean if I did read this I probably would think of her anyway, and …" He speech failed him when he looked at the cover.

Staring right back at him with eyes filled with lust and desire was Lenalee Lee. A very proactive leather bikini clad Lenalee. Her black hair was curled and bunched up, held firmly behind her head in her hand, with her other hand in between her thighs in a suggestive position. Lavi took a deep breath, reminding himself that breathing was vitally necessary.

"Strike" he said barely audible.

"Um… On page 42 she has a full page spread, and on pages 44 is an article about her." Allen said nervously.

Lavi turned the pages quickly and then stopped when he found Lenalee again, only this time she sat on Cross Marian's lap. She wore a tight white and red nurse outfit, complete with matching long above the knee stockings. She held the stethoscope delicately in her small hand and had it placed on Cross's muscular chest were his heart would be. The bright red title read:

"Cross Marain Nursed back to Wealth" .

Cross Marain has made a stunning comeback as a representative of the company with his new little discovery.

Miss Lenalee Lee is only seventeen years old and has already begun her career as a model for us! When she first got

on set for the photo shoot she said to us : "I am really grateful, doing this has helped me overcome some of my sad past.

But I hope to rightfully represent this company and make you guys proud." She also told us that when Cross Marain had first

offered she had declined, say she was not pretty enough for the job., when now she can honestly say she feels beautiful.

"Everyone has been so kind, I am constantly told that I am pretty, and just showered with affection and attention. At first it

was a bit overwhelming, but it grows on you and what girl doesn't like attention. " … …

The article went on to tell more about Lenalee and Cross's relationship, and told that it was only a friendship but could develop to something more despite the age difference. But that was Cross's side of the story. Lavi looked up at Allen, hoping the boy had more pf an explanation.

" My master hasn't been home in the past couple weeks, so I couldn't ask him about. And Lenalee changed her cell number, and Komui is out of town at a science convention, so I couldn't find out more." Allen said still looking embarrassed. "I wanted to show you it, because I know that you were wondering where she was, and if she was ok."

"She looks fine to me." Bookman said from the sofa, "Very very fine." He side smiling and shaking his head. " If only I was a couple years younger."

"A couple years, try a century and a half younger you old panda!" Lavi barked at him. "And when did you get here? Don't you have something to do!"

"Don't yell at me you stupid fool!" the old panda said smacking the red head. Then leaveing the room angrily.

"When dose Cross come back do you know?" Lavi asked Allen in a serious tone of voice. Allen shook his head. "Well then, when he returns tell me, and if you figure out when Komui gets back that would be great. I want to make sure they both get to see this." he said throwing the magazine to the ground. "How could she sell herself out like that!" he yelled angrily.

"She isn't making movies, or posing completely naked is she?" Lavi asked quickly, seeming seriously uneased.

"No, Miranda said Lenalee even said so." Kanda answered before Allen could, causing the gazes of both Allen and Lavi to turn to him.

"How do you know? How does Miranda know?" Lavi asked curiously.

"Me and Miranda work the same shift, and Lenalee came up in conversation. She told me everything, because she said she was worried for Lenalee's safety or whatever." Kanda said plainly. "Lenalee comes back from vacation with Cross in two or three days."

"Are you going to try to talk to her Lavi?" the Beansprout asked sheepishly.

"I am going to talk to her, I am going to make sure she listens this time, and she won't be doing anymore of these things! How could she do this to me? " Lavi pointed at the magazine, and then realized he had no right to say so. "I mean it is wrong, she is too young." he said turning away from the two boys.

"I totally agree Lavi, nothing my master is involved in could be right for her." the white haired boy affirmed. "She'll be made fun of, and we don't want to see her in pain ever again." Lavi nodded, and sat down on the sofa.

"I will make sure Cross never sees her again, him or this stupid magazine." Lavi swore, sounding angry and jealous. "I'll show you Cross for putting your dirty hands on Lenalee."

Just then Allen's cell began to ring loudly, he pulled the small device out to see who was calling. He looked up at Lavi and Kanda and slowly said "It is my Master

(insert dramatic music) Ohhh Yeah! Dramatic music yeah! Ahh, i love Pauly D, anyway besides my unhealthy obsession with Jersey Shore, i hope you enjoyed that. This has been rolling around in my head for a while and i finally wrote it. Suggestions are accepted, reviews, critics etc. just tell me what you think. Oh! and if anyone knows a good beta please tell me.