DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING.
YO PEEPS!
This is my fourth fanfic, so yea...I'm a beginner.
My writing is kinda lousy and yea...but I have never seen a Michelle x Rogue fanfic before so I decided to try it.
I guess the Michelle topic isn't too common, ne?
This chapter is about Michelle and her musings, so naturally, it's a prologue.
Anyway, ignore me and my prattling and I hope y'all enjoy it!
When time stops, you start to think.
Think about your sins.
Think about your acts.
Think about your miserable existence.
And that was I what did.
Think.
What happened to Nee-San was my fault.
What happened to the world was my fault.
Everything was my fault.
Right?
In my everlasting world of silence, darkness and emptiness, there are no rights and wrongs. There is only pain to bear and sins to carry.
That is all.
And that was all I was.
My heart is empty.
It is a hollow cavern.
It neither beats nor feels.
It is just there.
The first time I saw Nee-san, my heart beat.
I felt light.
Felt like a feather.
The first time she hugged me, my heart stopped for a moment.
Then it carried on.
So this is what happiness feels like.
So this is what being a human feels like.
But a doll cannot be a human, and there are prices to pay.
Heavy ones.
Because happiness is like drugs.
The more you consume, the more it destroys you.
It eats on you, inside out, until there is nothing left but a pile of seams and cotton.
And then you are gone.
Or so I am told.
But I did not heed the warnings.
I continued being happy.
Until the happiness ate me.
Inside out.
Until I was no more.
A bundle of rags and seams.
This is my punishment.
And so I am here.
In a place devoid of life.
And in that castle, so long ago, after Midnight cast me back, I made a vow.
I shall not love.
I shall not feel.
I shall not do anything that will harm Nee-san.
I am a powerless.
I am a doll.
That is what I am.
And that was what I was.
R&R? I KNOW IT SUCKS...YEA...
BUT PLEASE?