Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minuate it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become.

I did it again...I killed a guy. Race I'm sorry. I told you I wouldn't and I did anyway. There are so many things that I've done wrong...so many things I wish I never would have done...for example, I don't listen to your oppinions. Then there's the secrets. No one knows about us...how much I love you. Hell, you don't even know how much I love you. Our love every night isn't as...beautiful as it's supposed to be. Just lusty and demanding. I hate the way I make you sad. And I know I do. God,know I do. I pray, ya know. I've been trying to get better...but It's not working. It can't be...I killed a guy. For calling me gay.

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.

Today's our anniversery. We started dating three years ago. And I'm still ashamed to call myself gay...to let people know about us. I said I would take you out somewhere nice tonight...and I will. I'm getting dressed up in the best clothes I have, just for you Race. I know I need to look nice if I'm going out with someone as stunningly gorgeous as you. I'm thinking about proposing...but not now. You'd say no. I know you would. I don't know how I know, but you just would. It's a gut feeling, but it could be wrong. It's been wrong before. Like when it said you didn't feel the same way about me as I felt about you. Look at us now. We've been dating for three years and still counting. Damn the time has flown.

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war
Touch me now don't bother if every second makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

You had me thinking Race. Last night you said you wanted to be with me forever. Did you mean it? I got to thinking about us. Should I come out? I'm afraid I've fallen in too deep. I've killed so many people...It's just not safe for you here Race. I don't know what to say. It's too late. No one can save me from myself. I'm alone and you're the only one here to light my way through the darkness. You are the only one I trust with my life, my soul. Brooklyn.

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

Everyone's here...Everyone's watching...We're at Irving Hall with Medda and all eyes are focused on me. Did I just call for attention? I did...I kneel in front of you and I can see your eyes go wide. "Racetrack Higgins..." I ask, voice quevering slightly. I'm nervous. "Will you marry me?" There is silence before you pull me up into a passionate kiss. I guess that means yes, eh? I take the microphone. "Race means the world to me. We've been dating for five years know. He's the only thing that matters to me. I don't care what you people think. But I love him more than Brooklyn and I'm not planning on letting him go, so you better get over it. I trust him with my life and I love him more than anything. I want to spend my life, and after with him." I look at you, and our eyes lock. We kiss again.

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never want to play the same old part
I'll never keep you in the dark
Now you know the shape of my heart.