Desire
Zell loved Squall. This was true, and Squall loved him in return. Niether of them had the courage to confuse their love for another. On many occassions the boys had made strong eye contact and we almost drawn together, but they always fought it off for fear of critisime. They spent more time trying to avoid each other and find someone else to love that they had both become rather depressed. When suicide became and option for Squall he decided to confess his love to Zell.
I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.
The cafeteria is where they finally ran into each other. Squall entered as everyone cleared out, he knew that zell always stayed after to finish his work. Squall approached Zell, and almost as if he was under mind control Zell stood. They kissed.
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.
Happiness came finally to the pair. All that they had been searching for was always in front of them, but they were to afraid to grab it. As the kiss ended Zell looked up to Squall who was crying. Again they kissed.
I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
In all my bitterness,
I ignored,
All that's real and true,
All I need is you,
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes,
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.
They both promised themselves they would never turn from what thier hearts wanted...craved...desired...