I guess I've lost

I actually have no idea why I wrote this. I guess I just had the right inspiration (I was listening to "The way you make me feel", by McFly).

So, yeah…enjoy the fic.

The fic's on Lilly's pov and it's oneshot.

-x-

I guess I've lost.

That was my most recent conclusion. I've just lost a battle with my mind.

After all this time trying to convince myself, maybe to force myself that it wasn't like that…that I didn't feel like that…that I shouldn't feel like that.

After struggling for so long against me, it all came down to this.

I just don't know why I couldn't realize it before…maybe I didn't want to.

And to think that it all started when she decided to take popularity instead of real friendship.

It just pissed me off when I found out she'd been hanging out with those stupid amber and Ashley. I'd got really angry because I felt pushed aside, replaced, useless…

At first I missed her, you know, she was my best friend. And then I had been trying to get that friendship back, in all ways possible. But no matter how hard I tried, she always ended up letting me down. Everytime I tried to talk to her, Amber and Ashley would just simply cut me off and lead her away from me.

I'd feel crushed, insignificant and incredibly stupid.

But somehow things changed drastically.

The more I tried to get her friendship back, the more I started feeling something different for her…

I started noticing her every move...the way her hair flipped when she mover her head to think…and her eyes…those grayish-blue eyes that now pierced me and would make me blush everytime she looked at me.

And if she caught me looking at her, she'd smile, and that'd make my heart beat faster. And when she laughed, it'd take my breath away.

So, that's when, after some time, the truth finally hit me...it hit me hard… And I'm gonna admit it now, to myself and to everyone else…

I, Lilly Truscott am in love with my best friend Miley Stewart.

-x-

Whoa…I never thought I'd write a Liley.

Well, anyway, I hope you liked it.