I own nothing.
I almost shot my partner, again. What am I going to do with myself. The meeting with Skinner went well, all things considered. Skinner was actually praising me. I was uncomfortable. I wasn't at all proud of myself. Yes, I figured it out before everyone else did. That just makes it ten times worse. If I knew, I should have been able to refrain from pointing the gun at Scully. I should have been able to look past it. I shouldn't have even played the damn game. Once again, my actions almost cost my partner her life.
Skinner excused us, but he wanted to talk to me in private. Scully and I communicated through our glances, and we said we would catch up later. I think she was glad she could have a moment to herself. She hadn't really said anything to me since it happened. Once alone in the office, Skinner told me he was proud, that I did a good job. I soon zoned out, and he excused me. I didn't want to hear anymore about this case.I don't know why this case was different than when Modell made me point the gun at Scully. Maybe because this time, I am in love with Scully. How will she ever forgive me?
I go down to the basement, to collect my things. There is a note on my desk that reads: 'I went home. I will see you Monday.' -Scully. I sat there and read her note, over and over, with her perfect handwriting. I tried to psychoanalyze the note, but I couldn't. I think that is why she made it so simple. She knew I would overanalyze it. Even with how short this note is, I am taking fifteen minutes to mull it over. Does she mean she doesn't want to see me until Monday? Does she need space? Is she using reverse psychology on me? It could be so simple.
Nothing is simple with My Scully. I think that is why I love her. She provides a constant challenge. She is always ready for a new adventure. She's brilliant. Her beauty is uncanny. I could go on all day about Scully. She never bores me. That is how I know I am in love with her. I'd do anything for her. I do stupid things because of her. I can't live without her, which is probably why I am such a mess right now.
I pack up my stuff and head to the one place that makes me feel more at home than my own home. I head to Scully's house. I have to see her. I have to talk to her. I have to touch her. I need to know she and I are okay. I need to know that she is okay. I just need her to be in my vicinity. I don't care if she told me she'd see me Monday. I want to see her now. The whole way to her place, I promised myself I wouldn't obsess over this. But, let's be honest, this is me we are talking about. When it comes to Scully, I lose my mind.
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