2014

Why? That was my answer, why did he cheat not only did he have sex with someone way younger but…. he lied to me about it SEVERAL FREAKING TIMES. I will tell you the

whole story but for every story there's a beginning so let's start from there.

2013

Austin and I have been friends since the fifth grade, we weren't the closest of friends but we were enough. I HAD THE HUGEST CRUSH ON HIM, I still do but that's not the point.

He never really paid that much attention, to little, frizzy, ol' me. Austin is blonde, he has the best brown eyes I have ever seen, you can never say no to him because he was

that charming. He is tall, a bit buff, and is OBSESSED with his shoes and hair. I on the other hand, haven't gone through puberty yet. I'm really small, about eh 5'0 feet, I have

very frizzy hair, and I'm awkward. In the beginning of 9th grade, my friends were telling me that THE AUSTIN MOON, likes me. I didn't believe it, I felt it was just a really sick

joke… until I caught him staring at me not once but maybe….. fifty times! I was shocked about this, because no one likes me that way, NO ONE! When I finally got a phone, he

got my number and we would text the whole day every day, and one day he confirmed that he liked me. My stomach was filled with butterflies, but when we got to school and I

saw him.. it was so so awkward and the worse/best part is that he was in every class with me. We couldn't talk at all, through text yes but not in person. He kept on asking me

to be his girlfriend but I kept shutting him down because it was so awkward. We were friends for like ever, and we couldn't talk anymore. One day, I think he got

embarrassed about him being shut down several times that he stopped asking me out. And then something huge happened, that made me sad because I thought I was the

only girl he saw in his eyes.