A/N: So Benny has grown on me and I decided to write a story thanks to an idea from my friend. This is the result. It's a bit pre-RENT from Benny's point of view. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I wish I owned Mr. Taye Menzel, but I don't. And that is sad.
I can't believe they would disown me like that. I love Allison and have no idea why they can't get that. I love her and she loves me and I protect her from anything bad. I'm here and am keeping her safe, while Roger is there screwing that addict. I swear she's going to give him AIDS. He's going to die because of her and they don't say anything! I don't get it.
I thought maybe Collins would stay on my side, but he didn't. That hurt the worst. We were friends for so long. I was the first one to learn he was gay and that he was HIV+. We trusted each other. We were closer than brothers. I hope he's going to be okay. I've seen a lot of people in agony from that disease.
Maureen, Maureen, Maureen. I have no idea what will my life will be like without her. Between her and Collins there wasn't a boring moment. She was so fun to hang with. Although, I can't figure out why she's with Mark. Their so different. Well, love is love. Or it'd be lust with her, anyway.
Mark is going to be hard to forget. He was always there, good or bad. He was my mini therapist. I let all of my problems out on him and he always helped no matter what. He's a great person, and I hope Maureen doesn't hurt him. Chances are, he doesn't deserve it. Who am I kidding? She's going to destroy him.
I can't believe they gave up on me like that. I never sold out. I still live for painting. Allison just doesn't appreciate it, so I've stopped. They hate me for it. I need to get over it. They're never going to forgive me. I'll make them though. I will.
A/N: So I really hate how this turned out, but I posted it anyway. Review if you want, but, again, I hate it so you don't have to.