Chapter 1

I pray to God that he give me the strength to survive each day and to face those times in my life that will be extremely painful. I have put my total faith in God, and he will take care of me. – Susan Smith.

I remember that I first met them. They were so obnoxious and so full of themselves that none of us could just sit still and admire them. In fact we felt sick of looking at them every now and again. I remember when me and my Cousin Itsuki (五木) first went into that abandoned music room. Oh but war began when we found out what was behind that door. From my point of they were all gay and proud or something. Especially that blond one, Tamaki. Or those to gay incest twins that kept flirting with each other. Eugh! I couldn't believe that all the girl there were actually privileged to see them all flirting with each other. There was one though. One that didn't flirt with the rest. Instead he seemed to keep everything in order and up to date. Itsuki then nudged me "You go in by your self," He whispered "There's girls here! They may think I'm one of them! Go up to the one with the four eyes and ask him where there could be any spare guitars!" He whispered to me demandingly. I couldn't really do anything but walk through there confidently. So I raised my chin and started to walk stiffly and soldier like. I noticed them all whispering things like new comer, new comer. I hated the thought but by the time I got to the guy I was all red from embarrassment and had to store up more courage to talk. I stood there eyeing him and I even opened my my to talk but then from behind me came an idiot who grabbed my body and held me close, forcing me to blush once more "Oh little lamb, Did you get lost? Do not worry for I shall be your Sheppard from now on!" He Said. The girls crowded round me and him in awe and watched with gleaming eyes as he started to ... Sparkle? What is this? Twilight? As soon as I felt like ruining their fairy-like atmosphere I talked "Do you have any spare guitars here?" I asked in a high voice as I went back to my Happy-go-lucky self again. At least that smile will get me through. "This is a music room, isn't it?" I asked again. He seemed to let me go now and his face became one like of a puppy. All of their faces did. I walked over to the guy in glasses an asked him with an arrogant smile on my face " So~ Do You have guitars?" I asked. He smirked at the situation and finally gave me an acceptable answer

"This way," He said as he stretched his arm out for me to grab it and showed me to the door. He opened it and I chose a guitar for Itsuki who wanted to just laugh at the situation once he was in a safe range. I looked at him and he nodded in acceptance of the guitar. I could just about make out his light brown hair and his short self yet I couldn't make out his Darkened green eyes. I smiled to myself. We were the same age and yet he was a mile shorter than me. Then I looked over at the guy in glasses who thought that I couldn't see him looking at my over exaggerated figure and smirking to himself. So what I I had big boobs! "You're Kimoko( 公子) shizukasho (雫笙) aren't you? Why are you in the high school division in our uniform?" He asked me. I didn't answer. I knew that I was meant to be in middle school but I couldn't help it. It was first thing In the morning before classes and it wasn't my fault that I skipped a few years!

I was so glad when I left that music room. Itsuki's Laughing didn't help but It was better than being stuck in their grasp for the longest time I could imagine. But little did I know that I soon would be in their grasp for longer than I could have imagined. For Life

Authors note: Ok I'm being honest with you, this was just the intro and I have something better planned since I had too much work to do so I wrote only a page but it will get better. Trust me!