Matt pulled the cigarette from his lips and exhaled a cloud of toxic smoke. He drove terribly fast down the seemingly unused roads toward the abandoned warehouse which his best friend and lover Mello had claimed as his Mafia base.

Mello had left their small decrepit apartment that morning without his chocolate and he knew that the blonde would be extremely irritable all day and come home and take it out on him so he would rather avoid all of that and just bring it to him. Sure he felt like his worried wife but really he was just being selfish, right? He pulled around to the back of the warehouse slamming on his brakes and pulling into a makeshift spot. He pulled the key from ignition and got out of the car walking to the side entrance. He knew it would be heavily guarded but he knew he wouldn't have any trouble, being the groups hacker and all. Sure he didn't come in much being that he could do all his work from home which he preferred seeing as he hated the outdoors but it was probably hard to forget the kid with the striped shirt, heavy black combat boots, a fur vest, and orange goggles. Matt walked up to the door a paper bag full of chocolate in his right hand and his cigarette in his left. The big man at the door looked at him his hand going to the waist of his pants where Matt reasoned his gun was lurking.

"I'm here to see Mello." Matt said easily.

"You're his hacker friend right?" He asked looking confused and more stupid by the second.

"Yep, that's me." Matt smiled.

"Alright, last I saw him he was in his office." He said before entering the code and stepping aside to allow him entrance.

"Thanks." Matt said before walking inside and down the hallway, up the long line of stairwells to where Mello's "office" was hidden. If he could find Mello he supposed he'd just leave his package on his desk and hope he found it. He hoped he did. He and Mello had barely spent any time together recently and Matt sure as hell didn't want to spend it fighting. He rounded the corner to the large room where Mello's office was hidden. He heard mangled voices, one of which definatly belonged to Mello. Matt smiled and began walking toward the voice. Mellos back was turned toward him and as soon as Matt's eyes locked on that head of perfect blonde hair and his heart fluttered a bit.

"Stop that," he muttered to his heart.

Mello was talking closely to a much taller handsome man with sleek black hair. They were talking quietly and Matt couldn't hear what they were saying. He took one step forward and then his heart froze in his chest. The man had placed his large hand on Mello's face tilting it upward, then his lips descended down on Mello's. His knuckles tightened and his blood pulsed with rage. How dare this man touch Mello and think he can get away with it.

Come on Mels push him away, punch him in the face, shoot him, anything…

Mello just stood there and let the man kiss him. Matt's whole body felt frozen. Mello's arm came up and went behind the man's head. Matt's heart ached in his chest. He felt a searing pain shoot up and down his body. Mello… his Mello was kissing another man… by choice.

He felt warmth at his eyes and it took him a few seconds to realize he was crying… He backed away horrified. He tried to be quiet as to not disturb the couple. The bag of chocolate dropped from his hand and he ran. He ran as fast as he could away from what he saw only knowing he could never forget.

His Mello, his best friend, his lover, his other half, oh god…

AN/ Oh my god poor Matt, I am an extremely horrible person for writing this. Well that's part one there is most likely more to come, review keep me going