Yao loves me best
Yao loves me best right?
He always said that to me,
"Yao loves me best"
I never had the heart to say no.
Not when he looked me in the eyes.
His eyes… they mesmerized me,
They captivated me.
The light happy lavender,
The cold steal grey,
The blood thirsty red;
So many changes,
He could go through them all
With the blink of an eye;
He held his captives attention with them
He held his lovers breath
He held my heart…
It would stop, when he looked at me
I often wondered how he could do this
Cause such a strong emotion
to whelm up inside me
I had never felt it before
I haven't felt it since…
Since the day he left…
It's a day I will not soon forget
He came to me that night
Calling my name
Kissing my lips
Running his fingers through my hair
He told me that he knew
That I loved him best
I couldn't deny it
I did…
I do love him…
But my love…
Its turned to hate
I often used to wonder
which was the stronger emotion
Now I know
Its hate.