Of risks and first kisses.
By RavenRain
Summery: A girl kisses god...this is what it would be like.
A/N: Have fun reading...it was certainly fun writing. oh, feedback is the highlight of my day :)
I can not believe I'm doing thing. Oh gawd what am I doing? I still have time to go back...it's not too late. Oh, I wish my stomach wouldn't flutter so badly. Gawd I'm shaking and I can't get my breathing under control.
Okay, It's now or never. You have to do this! When was the last time you took a risk? Or did something new or scarey? Yep...this definetly qualifies as scarey, new and risky. I should ask if he has a girlfriend first. I don't wanna ever cheat or help someone cheat on someone. I don't think anything can hurt more then betrayal.
Oh no, I'm here. What do I do? Okay, just breath. "Are you single?" Geez...did I have to sound so girly and dorky!
Wait! HE'S SINGLE? Are women crazy! I mean, a guy this cute can not possibly be single! What if he's lying? Why would he lie? He has no reason to! Okay...You have got to stop gawking at him like a goldfish!
"Would you mind if I kissed you?" I hope I'm not blushing as much as I feel like I am. Is everyone staring at me or am I just parranoid? Just parranoid...no one has a reason to be staring at me.
hummm...did he really say he didn't mind? Who cares! Just go with it! Leaning in I close my eyes and suddenly my lips are met with the softest lips I have ever had the pleasure of touching. I can not believe I'm kissing this man...this god of a man!
I think I just moaned. Oh well, never mind. I think he just moaned too...this is turning out to be the best thing that has ever happened to me. The kiss is deepening...the butterflies in my stomach are fluttering more but I never want this to stop. I never want to stop touching this man. Am I really french kissing this man? Seriously! It feels soo good. I hope I don't wake up from this dream any time soon.
My body seems to have a mind of its own. My hands are running up this guys chest and around to his back holding on for dear life. I don't think my legs can support me any longer. Oh, yay...his arms are around me. Wow, I feel so warm and safe here with him. Thank god he's holding me otherwise I'd be a big pile of goo on the floor.
I think I've died and gone to heaven. Can you fall in love with someone by just saying a few words and sharing a kiss? I guess anything is possible. oh no! Oxygen! blasted lungs! Can't you hold out for a little while longer? okay, maybe not. Light headed is a sign off needing oxygen, right?
Right, time to pull away now. I think my heart just broke. I don't wanna leave him. Just breath. You have to go now. He isn't your boyfriend and this can't happen between you two becuase he's so totally outta your league and just humouring you to pass his time.
"Thanks," just smile and walk away now. Throw him a wave...it'll be a nice farwell gesture. oh no, was that a girl asking him 'You have a girlfriend?' angrily. Well I did ask first so I'll just leave him to it.
Wow, I think I definetly like taking risks. But somehow I don't think any other kiss will ever measure-up to that kiss. I can't believe that was my first kiss...and it was with a guy I've never even seen before. Maybe I'm crazy but I definetly don't mind it.
THE END.