"Christian!" Liss whispered into Christian's lips, kissing him sweetly.
I knew what was going to happend next so I pulled myself out of her head. "It's so fucking retarded how Liss and Christian get to have a happy, open relashionship. But when it comes to me and Dimitri, we have to hide our love!" I said to myself getting off of my bed, when I heard a knock at my door.
Whoever the were the didn't seem in a good mood, "Stop punching the door, you'll break it!" I said as I opened it to see who came to visit me in the morning. It was Alberta and my mother. "What do you want?" I asked, as I looked at their faces. Alberta looked remorseful, Janine looked the same. "What's going on?" I asked getting anxious. "Rose, it's Guardian Belikov. He left to guard Lady Ozera." and with that they left, leaving me devastated.
I didn't know what to do. "What! I thought he loved me. H-he said he did, and yet he leaves!" I said in a whisper, I walked back to my bed and cried. Only after a few minutes of crying, which by the way felt like hours. I forced myself up for breakfast.
Once I was in the cafeteria, I saw Liss and the guys at our table. "Hey guys!" I said sounding like myself, "Hey Rose, I was wondering how's your training with Guardian Belikov?" Liss asked me being polite, "Good." was what I said before sitting beside Eddie, and Adrian. Out of boredom I began to tap my fingers to a melody of a song I've yet to write.
"Rose! Rose! Rose!" Liss said to me pulling me out of my thoughts. "Huh? Sorry I was thinking about something that's all." I muttered looking around the table, "Oh well you had this glassy look over your eyes...almost as if you were in someone's head besides Liss's." Eddie said. I laughed at that, "Ok well I'm going to go back to my room, so if you need me you know where to look." I said before getting up from the table, and heading to my room.
When I was in my room, I went straight to my desk I had. Grabbing a pen and a tablet of paper on the way.
I'll begin to let you go And you there Wanted me like i wanted you It's hard as hell tonight to sleep And you there Wanted me like I wanted you Are you And you there You wanted me like I wanted you Wanted me like I wanted you
When the sunlight melts the snow
Every night I drive away from you
I see the mountains I have yet to move
You don't care
I wonder if you
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
And you sure can't change me
To close my eyes would be admitting my defeat
You don't care
I wonder if
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
And you sure can't change me
Wanting me like I wanted you
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
You don't care
I wonder if
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
And you sure can't change me.
"Rose!" I heard my name called from behind my door. "Coming," I said before jumping out of my seat to get the door. Once I had the door open I saw Liss and the guys there, waiting for me to open up. "Hey, um come in I guess." I said holding the door open.
Liss went and sat in the chair I was sitting in a few moments back, while Christian and Eddie sat on my bed. "So what do you guys want?" I asked, sitting in the arm chair I was standing by, "Oh nothing, Buffy! We just came to bye to visit." Christian said, smiling. "Oh my God! Rose did you write this?" Liss said holding up the song I just written, "Yeah...why?" I asked taking it from her. "It's beautiful!" she said sitting back down, "Will you sing it for us?" she added. "Sure." I said before I started to sing.