I unlocked the door nervously, what if it wasn't Carlisle, but was in fact Victoria? I forced myself to push that thought out of mind. I stepped inside and fumbled for the light switch and was confused when it automatically turned on without me touching it. Then right in front of me was the small black haired girl I had missed every day since she left, almost as much as I had missed Edward. Alice's expression was a mixture of relief, anger and happiness? "Bella, would you like to explain to me how you're alive?!" Exclaimed the small pixie.
Crap, I was in for it now, I should've known she had seen. Why was she back though? Probably out of guilt for Charlie. "You saw me fall?" I said slightly embarrassed. She must have been angry that she came all this way for nothing.
The pixies eyes flashed with irritation "no. I saw you JUMP" she explained to me. "How could you do this Bella? Did you think of what it would do Charlie? To your friends? And what about m-" I cut her before she could further. She looked pained and I felt guilty.
"I wasn't committing suicide Alice, it-it was for recreational purposes only" I lied
Her eyes narrowed clearly not believing me, I had always been a bad liar. "Bella do you take me for a fool?" She said angrily. "I saw what you said before you jumped, 'I just can't do this anymore" Alice impersonated me in dark mocking tone.
Crap, she had me there. I thought of lie quickly "No Alice, you see whenever I did anything stupid or reckless I heard him, like riding a motorcycle" her eyes darkened at that but I ignored it. "And the motorcycles stopped working so I decided to do something more reckless, and I didn't even think about how the waves would affect me and… And" It was only partly a lie, I had heard his voice before I jumped. " I just wasn't thinking okay!" I felt the tears running down my face. Alice's expression was heartbroken although I didn't know why. It wasn't like she cared or had any reason to. I was a pathetic little human. That's when the sobs came and Alice hugged me and carried me to the couch.
"Shh Bella sweetie, it's okay honey, I believe you." Alice cooed, although I wasn't entirely sure she actually believed me.
Once I had calmed down enough to talk I asked Alice a question that had been playing at the back of my mind. "Alice?"
"Yeah Bells?"
"W-why did you come back?" I asked with shaky voice.
"To help console Charlie of your death." She replied honestly. So it was true, she just felt guilty. She didn't care and why would she? I was nothing. I felt the numbness wash over me and was immediately calm. She would leave again, and I would end it tonight, successfully this time.
I straightened up out of Alice's grip about to tell her she could leave when she suddenly leaned over to me and sniffed me.
"Uh Alice? What are you doing?"
"No that can't be right..." Alice mumbled to herself. "Who was that you were with in the car before?" Alice asked, deep in thought. "Jacob, he saved me from the waves" I said, trying not to show my annoyance.
"But if the waves were too strong for you, then how did this Jacob boy manage? And what is that god awful wet dog smell?"
Crap, could I tell Alice he was a werewolf? It only seemed fair as I shared the Cullen's secrets with him. "We'll you see.. Jacobs sought of a werewolf.." I bit my lip nervously.
Alice gasped in disapproval "Bella! We left in hope you'd have a normal life, but no you have to go make friends with the first monsters you can find! How long has this been going on for?!"
Gosh, it wasn't like she even cared about my future. "Not very long!" I said defensively "He's only been a werewolf for a couple of weeks"
Her face was full of horror. "A YOUNG werewolf? Bella werewolves are not good company to keep."
"Speak for yourself" said the gruffly voice of Jacob. I whipped my head around to see him standing there, how had Alice not seen him coming? "I thought you couldn't protect me here" I said in a mix of sadness and annoyance.
" I had to see you were safe." Replied Jake.
"We'll I'm not going to hurt her!" Alice said defensively.
"No you're just a harmless Cullen" he spat out the word and started to shake. Alice stood in front of me almost defensively? "Oh and you're so much better?! A young werewolf who can't control himself?!" replied Alice.

Jacob was shaking now. "You have no idea what you and pack of filthy bloodsuckers have done her! I had to save her today because you leeches made her so depresses that she decided-"

I interrupted "Stop" This was getting way too heated for my liking, so I stood up in between them. "Calm down Jake, you too Alice."
Jacob looked to me "I'm sorry Bella." He said sadly.
"Bella, I have to hunt" Alice said calm now. As much as a knew I was nothing to her, I wanted to talk to her. "You-you'll come back right?" I said, my voice braking at the end.
"As soon as you put the dog out" Alice said mockingly. Jacob growled. Alice kissed me on cheek and was gone.
"So you want me stay?" Jake asked "sure sure" I said copying his saying "I've still got those drinks?" I suggested. "Cool, but no getting too drunk okay bells? You're still only 17." Jake said worriedly. "And you're only 16." I replied annoyed.
"Yeah but I got body of a 25 year old, I can take it." He winked.
And with that I we started drinking.