Life's Difficulties

It was because I was mad

I didn't mean a word of it

It sort of got out of hand

She drove away in her BMW

She was hit in the front from ongoing traffic

She nor I saw it coming.

Laying in a hospital bed

I see her sleeping peacefully

You would've thought she survived'

She died that night because her heart collapsed.

I was at a party with a friend

When my friend drank too much

He got in the car and drove away

I never saw him again

He had swerved off the road

And drowned from being drunk

I never forgave my self

If only I had stopped him…..

My friend attempted suicide

She succeeded by putting herself on fire

Before the flame went out she died

From severe burns.

I miss her dearly.

She was the only one who understood me.

I was abused

I was made fun of

My parents abandon me

I committed suicide

I lost my mom

I hate my family

I lost hope

I was misused

All these voices are me.

I'm my own voice

I am myself

I'm me

I'm alone

I'm unhappy

I'm always forgotten

I'm told that I was

Never going to amount to anything

I lose hope

My friends and families are torn away from me

My life has fallen apart.

I'm no longer me

I'm just life's problem.