An Iron Wall
An Iron Wall
RUSH, RUSH down to bathroom
MOVE , MOVE give me some room
similar box in the center, leading to the ground
face meets as one because no one is around
the weight came off
feeling lighter than before cause this what you want
the pounds flew off
feeling lost of MY dignity, seeping so low but this is what YOU want
Its not your fault
that I came up with these result
to YOU I still have MORE to lose
since I love I'll rush, rush to the bathroom to make YOU proud and lose
the weight came off but not FAST ENOUGH
it made you proud to see results but made me lose my thoughts
the weight came off but still not enough
I struggle with myself WANTING to stop… to push away those dirty thoughts
I'm BLEEDING INSIDE AND I DON'T know why
mirror on the wall says your ugly and its okay to cry
BUT I REFUSE I don't want to cry I want to smile and eat all I can
since later food would only poured out… back into the can
the weight came off and try creeping back on
you notice and told you me weren't proud
the weight came off but crept right back on
you told me you still love me but I found it hard to believe; I've given up that road even thou it won't make you proud
Days I love the mirror and feel joy
and kick away the stupid troy
I'm sorry I gain and hope to lose
but for today what I say will role, sorry but you lose
the weight came on and struggles to come off
that okay cause this time I'm doing things my way
the weight came on and refuse to go off
no longer struggles but still bleed blood when I cry
NOT for you but for the my wounds deep inside I cry
I cry for emotions that make me lose my mind
but for making you proud…. I toke that off my mind.