Think of Me
Chapter 1: Friendly Feelings?
(Isabella's POV)
Sometimes I just feel lonely. Even though I have the fireside girls. And I usually go over Phineas and Ferb's house every time I get home I am just lonely. I can't the feeling.
An other normal day. As I walked into my room I ran to my bed tears sliding down my face 'Why Phineas? Why can't you ever notice me ... is there anyway for you to notice me?' I continued to cry. Everyday I have been dropping hits and everything and this is what it ends up to. I looked out the window. There was Phineas, at his window looking at me.
I was scared 'how long has he been looking at me?' I thought. Before I closed my curtains, I gave him a soft smile. He look a little concerned with a expression of 'what's wrong'. I looked at him once more. I closed my curtains and laid there on my bed thinking.
'What should I do? Even if I try to make him notice me what if he never notices me?'
I tossed and turned all night. I couldn't sleep so I grab my iPod and started listening to a bunch of sad music.
Maybe Phineas will notice me tomorrow. I thought about that, but it's just a dream. To make my self feel a little better I read my diary. Pretty much I don't know why I thought it would make me feel better because it made me feel even worse.
(Phineas's POV)
Sometimes I wish I were there for Isabella like I get this feeling that I need to be with her all the time. Heh but that's just friendship.
'Ferb since you're my step brother and all, and I can ask you for anything. There is something I've been meaning to ask.'I looked over to Ferb nervously. What would Ferb think now?
He gave me a look as 'go on, now'. So I continued. ' Well there's this kind of weird feeling that has been bugging me ever since like... well I don't really know when. Anyway it's a feeling I feel towards when Isabella is around. I assume it's a friendly friendship feeling or a feeling you feel towards your family. What do you think?'
He tilted his head and started at me for quite a while. It was sort of creepy.
Ferb then answered. 'Well Phineas, correct me if I'm wrong but it seems as if you are having either your first crush or to get on a more complicated level, love.'
'So it's not a friendly or family feeling I feel?' I replied to him hoping that he would explain more to me.
'Heh, no Phineas this is not a friendly feeling. I suppose you can tell me more about your feelings or you pretty much don't know how to explain it. Is that right?' Ferb chuckled a little after that and stared at me some more.
'Whoa Ferb since when have you become a expert at this?'
'That, Phineas I have no idea. So how about experimenting for a couple of days then I'll get back to you once I have noticed everything in about a week or so?' Ferb said fast again.
'Oh that's fine! Thanks Bro!' I then smiled showing that I was ready for the challenge.
-Later-
As Ferb fell asleep, I wasn't quite sleeping. I was more on thinking mode. I then looked out the window and saw Isabella crying. She was talking to her self. I tried to make out the words she was saying but I couldn't really understand.
why _ notice _ what_ it_ for _ to _ noctice_.
I wonder what that means?
Isabella came to her window and saw me looking out mine. I gave her my worried look then she gave me a soft smile.A tear ran down her face as she closed the curtains. 'Isabella what's wrong who did this to you... was it me? Even though that is a crazy question to ask myself it just made sense.
(Ferb's POV)
I think Phineas is getting on the right track of noticing Isabella. I feel am so happy that finally I don't have to comfort Isabella telling her that 'There will be a day. The day he loves you, you will finally be together!' But she just cried more thinking that it won't happen.
One thing that I don't understand is why does life play tricks on us? Isabella is probally crying for Phineas right now while Phineas is just being his normal self.
As for right now it's 1:56, and Phineas is still not asleep but I wonder what he is thinking right this moment. I have to inspect these next few days. I can't let anything distract me.
'Hey Ferb are you still up? I can't sleep and kind of need a helping hand again.' Phineas asked as he turned over to look at me.
I waved at him so he knew I was awake. I then turned to face him as well.'Yes Phineas, what is it now?'
'Do you know why every night Isabella cries?' Phineas tried to not sound so concerned but I could see right through him.
I panic thinking of what to say. ' What?! Heh how do you know that?! I mean is that so? Uh no I do not know why she um cries every night.
'Well not to sound creepy or anything but I watch her cry every night' Phineas looked sad for a moment.
'Well why don't you ask her?' I suggested. He thought for a second.
'Yeah, you're right Ferb! I will!'
-Earlier that day-
(Isabella's POV)
'Phineas?' I asked as we were walking out of his yard as the day was ending and the night was begining to get darker and darker.
He then turned to look at me. 'Uh yes Isabella?'
'How does it feel to be in love?' I said in a questioning voice to let him know I was serious.
'What? Um Isabella I'm not sure what you mean.' Phineas replied.
'Oh wait let me asked you in a way that makes more sense... have you ever been in love or are you currently in love with someone special?' I then waited for what to me seemed like forever.
'Ah... um... can I get back to you on that?' Phineas wasn't lying since he didn't scratch his ear or anything.
'Oh -uh okay...' I said trying to hide my sadness. 'Well Phineas I'll see you tomorrow.' I was holding back my tears trying not to burst out crying. This was my last chance for today and yet another day of no victory. 5... 10... 15...20...25..30...35
... I kept counting the days but I know its my life period so it goes on forever.
(Phineas's Pov)
Isabella's question surprised me. Was she trying to tell me something? She looked like she was about to cry. I kept wondering why. Before I could ask she left I couldn't even say goodbye properly.
I try to answer the question that has been given in my head. I really don't have an answer,
But i might have an idea of it though.
End of Chapter I guess heh my old self was really bad but thanks for more practice and advice I have gotten such as PianoMan5 I think that's his new name? I'm not so sure. Anyways thanks for the reviews! I am glad to say that this is the first fanfic I will really finish. I am going to also finish "The Phinbella Fans" and maybe just maybe "If only". As for the others I am not sure I am thinking about it though! I have an idea for a new story so be expecting it soon. Anyway you're welcome for updating my errors and putting more to the story. c:
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'Phineas will you ever think of me or is that head of yours just filled with inventions?'