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Raven sat on her bed, looking into her mirror; trying to find the answers to her questions. 'Why can't I stop thinking about Beast Boy??? And why is it that I was so jealous when Terra came along??'

Raven sighed she might find out, one day; but that was not today. She reached over and put her mirror on her bed side table (her mirror has her emotions trapped in it) and laid on her back staring at the ceiling.

Raven then looked around her room, it was decorated with a specific taste that only she could enjoy, she had a dark midnight blue carpet that looked like it was made of plush; her walls were a dark violet color.

She had a large shelf at one end of the wall that was made out of sheet metal and shined silver, on the shelf was a collection of books and c.d.s; Raven had many books, and her c.d. collection included Linkin Park, The Used, Dead Celebrity Status, Billy Talent, Metalica, Black Sabbath and others.

Ravens other furniture was pretty much black, wooden pieces, and large black chairs.

Raven sighed; Beast Boy was gradually invading her thoughts again, "what will I do?" Raven said, shaking her head sadly.

Sighing – yet again – she left for the kitchen, it was about dinner time anyway.

She entered the kitchen seeing the normal scene, Beast Boy and Cyborg arguing about what too cook.

"MEAT!!"

"TOFU!!!"

"MEAT"

"NO, TOFU"

Raven interrupted at this point, "Why don't you just make both?" she said in her trademark monotone. Now they were giving her the look, with the big eyes (O.O).

Suddenly Raven felt a tap on her shoulder, "What??" she said turning around only to notice Starfire was behind her "Hello friend Raven, please may I go in your room to get your dirty clothing so I can do the human act, that is washing and drying??" Starfire said.

"Umm you mean doing the laundry right Star?" Cyborg said.

"Yes that is right doing the.... laun-dry? Starfire said testing out the new word. At this point everyone but Starfire sweat dropped (--;;).

"Uhh.... yeah that's right very good Star" Robin said

"YAY! I am very pleased at your act of praise! I will now sing the Tamerainian (sp??) song of joy!" Starfire yelled.

"NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO!!!" Everyone shouted at the same time.

"What do you not like my song friends?" Starfire said she now had the sad teary eyed thing going on ().

"No... It's nothing like that, hehe... sweat drop it's just here on earth it's a umm .. custom... yeah, custom... to uh, do the laundry before any act of song or dance.." Robin trailed off, 'Man I suck at lying' he could tell by everyone else's faces that's what they thought too, well except Starfire she just smiled and walked off to do the laundry.

"Keh.. now that that's over... what were me and Cyborg arguing about?" Beast Boy asked.

"Oh that, well you were arguing about who could run down town and get me some tea from that Chinese shop faster." Raven said with a smirk.

"Oh well it's obvious I can get it faster" Beast Boy said turning into a bird and flying out the door.

"Hey! No fair, head starts aren't aloud!!" Yelled Cyborg chasing after Beast Boy. Raven sat down at the table 'great' she thought 'now I have a headache'.

Meanwhile, Robin was rolling on the ground, clutching his sides and laughing his head off. Raven just chuckled softly to herself (A/N: WHAT!!!??? Listen Raven only chuckled because she can't show emotions I've read too many fanfics where she shows her emotions and nothing happens; now that's real B.S.!!!)

Two Minutes Later:

Raven gasped "Get the f off me!!"

"Uhh sorry Rae, but look I won I got your tea first!" said Beast Boy holding up a small packet of tea as he got off her.

"Nuh–uh I got it first!" said Cyborg getting up and holding up another packet. Raven used her powers to hold there mouths shut as she got up and started making the tea.

'That is probably the dumbest thing I've ever seen' Raven thought sourly remembering when Beast Boy and Cyborg had come crashing into her, each one hoping to finish the "race" first.

That Night:

Raven looked around she was with the other titans at an unknown location, every thing around her was dark except for the lights that were shining down on the titans who seemed to be fighting, and a lone door at the far end of the room.

Raven tried to run in so she could fight but heavy chains held her in place; she tried to call out only to find her mouth was gagged; she looked down only to notice she was butt naked.

Raven's eyes widened but, she was distracted by something else, Starfire had been hit! Star flew across the room and hit the wall with such an impact that cracks appeared in the wall; Robin ran to Starfire's aid forgetting about everything else for the moment as he held her in his arms.

"Starfire!!! Oh god no please Star, wake up please!" at this point Starfire's eyes opened weakly.

"Robin... friend, I am so thankf- OH MY GOD ROBIN WATCH OUT!!!" but it was too late. The enemy had attacked from behind. The blow had knocked out both Robin and Star and they lay together in a pool of there own blood.

Raven looked around desperately; Cyborg was being ganged up on, and slowly disassembled, well Beast Boy.... wait! Where was Beast Boy? Raven looked around frantically but still she couldn't see him and then...

"Raven!! I'm coming!!" Raven then turned her head only to see Beast Boy running towards her! He was so close when a dark shadow – almost like a human shape – appeared behind Beast Boy. Raven desperately tried to call out to him, but it was to no avail.

"Geeze Rae, your acting strange what is it? I'm here to save you what's wrong?" Then the figure wrapped its hands around Beast Boys neck and, after much yelling, screaming, and struggling, Beast Boy uttered some words Raven couldn't quite make out, and then he slumped forward onto the ground cold and dead. Only Raven's tears made a sound as they hit the cold floor, then she noticed someone was knocking on the door at the far corner of the room...

"NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" Raven awoke, screaming; then she noticed someone was frantically knocking on her door. Raven didn't feel like opening it, the dream was still fresh in her mind. She was drenched in a cold sweat and her head ached. The door opened suddenly revealing a rather disheveled looking Beast Boy.

"What?" Raven asked icily, trying to regain her usual composure.

"A few lights broke and I heard screaming" Beast Boy said looking her over, He couldn't help but notice that she looked flustered and she was sweating. "Is everything alright?" Beast Boy asked walking to her bed and sitting beside her.

Raven just stared at him, she couldn't help it, her emotions were coming out full force and she couldn't stop it. "No everything's not alright!" said Raven grabbing on to Beast boy and crying into his chest. Beast Boy wrapped his arms around her shaking form and whispered soothing words into her ear. "Shh, it's alright it was just a bad dream."

Raven couldn't help but smile, and then she softly laughed through her tears. Beast Boy looked surprised, "Rae..?" he asked not bothering to finish his own question.

"I'm just so glad that you're alright" Raven said, "Its okay Rae, I'll never leave your side".

"Promise" Raven asked, knowing she sounded like a child. "Yes I promise" Beast Boy said. Raven looked up, her powers were making things fly around the room, she could sense windows, light bulbs, glasses, plates, TVs, and other things smashing around Titans Tower.

But things really got bad when she looked into Beast Boys eyes, those eyes; so gentle and warm at times. She allowed her own eyes to soften as she looked into his, there eyes locked, it seemed as if they were looking into each others souls. Slowly Raven leaned towards Beast Boy, he was doing the same.

'What am I doing?' Raven thought frantically, 'but, I don't want to stop' Beast Boy was thinking along the same lines; 'Oh my god, this is what I've always dreamed of! But Raven doesn't feel that way, or does she? No, no, she could never love me, but I might as well enjoy it well it lasts'

Raven could feel his breath on her lips as he could feel hers, they were an inch apart, a centimeter, a millimeter, and then his lips brushed against hers and connected in a breath-taking kiss.

At first Raven resisted but when she timidly responded to the kiss Beast Boys mind went wild 'She's kissing me back! Maybe she does love me!' Beast Boy thought.

'Why am I responding? Could it be that I love him? No! that can't be it, but if that isn't it why does my heart throb whenever I look at him?' Raven thought but, now that she was responding Beast Boy felt more confident and he deepened the kiss.

Cautiously Beast Boy licked her lips with his tongue, asking for permission. Raven couldn't help but open her mouth and give him access to her, she was so caught up in the kiss; she had never felt anything like this before.

There tongues battled for a minute before they broke loose for a breath of air and then Beast Boy kissed her again this time only deepening it.

They broke apart again Raven was looking at him as if she had seen a whole new side to him.

Beast Boy broke the silence, "Rae, I'm so sorry I know you don't feel that way about me but I, I.." Beast Boy sighed he just couldn't get the words out.

He decided to except defeat and walked out of the room, leaving an open mouthed Raven to wonder what her feelings were and what had just occurred between them. After he left; a lamp, a window and several other things shattered.

Authoress: Hey so how'd u like the first of many chappies I know it was a bit short but hey, what r u gonna do?

Lawyer: We could sue u...

Authoress: slowly edging towards the Almighty Frying Pan™ Uhh u wouldn't do that would u??

Lawyer: Try me

Authoress: Sure! whacks him with the Almighty Frying Pan™

Authoress: MUHAHAHAHAHA MUHAHAHA- uh I mean no I am not evil; not evil I tell u! U HAVE NO PROOF!!!!

Police: Oh yeah! Well we have a place for u!

Much Later In Jail:

Authoress: Hey faithful viewers after one of u may find a way to get me out of here it may b awhile till the next chappie because I'm lazy and wanna hang out with my friends and go to school and stuff.

Police Man: That means she might be spending a couple days in the mental hospital and doesn't want u 2 know!

Authoress: U son of a b1tch u said it was our secret!

Police Man: they would've guessed anyways.

Authoress: Tru, Tru...

Sneak peak of next chappie:

Starfire robin romance coming up!! and what about that dream? Could it b a new foe..? Will what happened between Beast Boy and Raven make things a bit akward? Next chappie I might b able to break out of jail plz help me!! HHEELLPP!!!! Btw next chappie there will b more humor! What happens when Raven discovers the Almighty Frying Pan ™ and Starfire finds a Giant Mallet ™ and all the titans' clothes are ruined in the wash? A happy pink bunny suit prank? And trick or treating in July?? Find out by reading the next chappie.