This Time

by DeltaLead038

A piece I wrote at a time when I was in a off phase of a close friendship. I originally meant to send it to the person but I never had the courage to send it.

This Time

This time spent apart from you, I feel as if my heart has split in two. In this loneliness I feel the cry of my soul. Calling to you, needing you here. Knowing you are there only makes this time stretch long. I miss the way it was before. The times we shared, where have they gone? What will it take to find what was lost? I only wish I knew. I only wish I could be a better friend, a better person I wish to be. What is it I have done? What must I do to lose you not? I know these words may sound dramatic, but I am lost and confused and know not where to turn or what to do. I am only trying to ask you. What shall I do? What do you wish of me? What is it I should do to turn away from where I'm headed? To turn away and return to you, to return to things I've missed, to go back and find you again?