RussiaXGermany This is my very first fan fiction so sorry if it sucks please review and I do not own hetalia. At first I will just do a softcore until maybe later hope you like it. If you want I will take request for other pairs too.

chapter 1

" Germany, today would you mind if I came over for a drink da?" Asked Russia over the phone.

" Sure Russia I am not doing any thing to day." said the German looking down at all of his finished paper work. Hanging up the phone Germany cleaned up the little mess there was. Sitting down and relaxing he looked out the window. Italy had left for a few days with japan leaving him here alone. Even though all of his work was done Germany missed the annoying voice of the Italian bugging him and needing his help. Completely unfocused on the door he jumped when a knock scared him out of his day dreaming. Standing up he walked to the door opening it to see Russia standing there smiling at him.

"Privet, Germany." Said the Russian walking in when the German motioned him to.

"Hi, how have you been Russia ?" Asked Germany. Lately Russia has taking a liking to him and comes over there when he has problems to talk about more and more, and now almost everyday.

"good, I saw a sunflower earlier today da?" said Russia sounding happy, but looking away hiding his eyes which worried Germany.

"Russia I am your friend you can tell me if something is wrong you know." said the German smiling at Russia. The Russians cheeks light up red and his violet eyes widened showing he was shocked yet happy.

"Spasibo, Germany." Said Russia Smiling happily and blushing. "Don't worry nothing is wrong I am fine da."
Germany could tell he was lying but wasn't going to push him to tell him what was wrong. "Your welcome Russia, lets get out some drinks, I will go get the beer and you probably have your own vodka?" Asked Germany.

"Da, like always." Said Russia smiling. As Germany left the room Russia blushed wondering why he wanted to hug Germany in his arms and hold him. This feeling was so weird he never felt this way with any one, not even his sisters. when he came through the door with beer and some glasses Russia's heart was beating fastly and his face was lit up red.
"You ok, you are a little red Russia?" Placing a hand on Russia's forehead "you are a little warm." Germany looked at Russia worried. Blushing the Russian smiled and nodded. " I am fine, da, just need to sit for awhile." said the Russian drinking some vodka.

"ok." said the German still looking worried. "Just sit down and rest then." Looking at Russia he noticed he was drowning himself in vodka. He saw his violet eyes were depressed and seemed to lose some color and looked like they were lifeless. At this point he was drunk with how much vodka he had consumed and was wobbling around and fidgeting in his chair . Soon he lost his balance a collapsed only to have Germany's arms catch him. Looking at Russia he saw tears in his Violet eyes and more running down his cheeks and staining his clothes.

"Russia, please tell me what is wrong." Pulling the sobbing man into his arms Germany held him and spoke softly. His arms wrapped around the Germans stomach and he buried his head into his chest.

" My sisters ...I-I miss them," his voice cracked and he sobbed softly into Germany's arms."They were the only ones that loved me."
Holding Russia in his arms he rubbed Russia's back to comfort him.

"They may have loved you, but I am your friend and I am here for you Russia no matter what." said Germany smiling at him and closing his eyes. All of a sudden a pair of soft lips pressed against his and arms had wrapped around his back holding him tight. Pulling away from the depressed Russian he tired to say some thing but his lips were intercepted while he was trying to talk. Both of them remained silent just sitting there staring at each other. Germany wanted to say something, but he couldn't his voice wouldn't come out, and if it did only in little noises that sounded more like animals than words.

"hey.. Germany.. think we could do something tomorrow, da?" Russia asked quietly. Germany wanted to say yes, but he couldn't trust his voice so he nodded and blushed. Russia smiled and pulled Germany into a warm strong embrace, then turned and quickly left.