Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight

So because I can't keep a storyline I had to change something here

Sorry

I looked at my reflection on a window, I was glowing with happiness, well as happy as you can look when you're doing something you hate. The love of my life, Edward Cullen, had finally realized we belong together. We had been dating for three months and everything was perfect. Well, sometimes his ex-girlfriend Tanya would make my day miserable but Edward would always make it better. I was out shopping with my best friends, Alice and Rosalie, we had planned to go out as a group. Edward and me, Rosalie and Emmet, and Alice and Jasper. Of course, Alice would take us out shopping, that hyper little pixie.

"Bella! Come on! The mall closes at nine and it's already one! That means only 8 hours left!" Alice yelled. I groaned. She knew how much I hated shopping, but every time I mentioned this she would roll her eyes. " Come on! Or I'll tell my brother all of your juicy secrets!"

"Ugh! Alice! Fine, I'm coming." I reluctantly started walking towards her. The evil little pixie. Every time I would complain about all the shopping she would threatened me with saying something embarrassing about me to Edward or Emmet. When it came to embarrassing stuff with Emmet he would never, ever let you forget. Ever. With Edward it would just be embarrassing, he wouldn't make fun of me but I would probably be red for at least an hour.

"Come on, Bella. It's not that bad. Hey, maybe we can go to that bookstore you love later. Alice might let you stay there for more than five minutes there if you don't complain a lot." Rose chuckled.

Eight painful hours later I arrived at the Cullen's house. My family and the Cullen family were close, so they had known me all my life. Recently, the Cullens had adopted Rosalie and Jasper. Their parents had been Esme's, Edward's mother, friends. As I opened the door I heard Emmet yell.

"No! Rematch! You can't beat me!"

"I'm sorry, Emmet but it seems that you're not the best wii player in the world." Jasper said. Typical, they were playing video games.

"Boys! Please calm down." Esme said sternly. She was standing in the kitchen where Carlisle was standing by the counter. Carlisle was Edward's father and the best doctor in Forks. Then, Esme saw me and smiled pleasantly. "How was the shopping trip, sweetie?"

"It was ok. As usual Alive bought a whole wardrobe. God, I'm tired." I yawned. As much as I hated shopping I was going to miss it when I left for college. I was going to Dartmouth and so was Edward. We had talked about renting a small apartment and live together but there was nothing official yet.

"Well, honey, you can stay over if you like. I'm sure Charlie wouldn't mind." Esme told me. She was always like my second mother.

"Really?"

"Of course, honey!"

"Well, I'm sure my dad wouldn't. Okay, I'll stay."

"You're sleeping here tonight?" I heard Edward say behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waist. I was still a bit uncomfortable about him touching me in front of his parents but apparently he was fine with it.

"Yes. Why? Does that bother you?" I ask him, afraid of his answer.

"No! Of course that doesn't bother me! It actually makes me very happy" He smirks with a malicious gleam in his eyes. I slap his hands playfully.

"Edward! Behave! At least until I'm out of hearing range!"Alice says teasingly. Rosalie, Emmet, Jasper and Alice walk into the kitchen. Jasper has his arm around Alice's tiny shoulders and Emmet is playing with Rosalie's hair.

"Well, I think it's time for all of you to get some rest because I'm sure the ladies are tired after a day of shopping." Carlisle announced. Everybody started filing out of the kitchen and going in to their rooms. The Cullens had a lot of money and obviously a enormous mansion. Because I slept over at least once a week, the guest bedroom had become my bedroom. I entered the room with Edward trailing behind me.

"God, I'm tired!" I said.

"Well sleep, love. I'm kidnapping you tomorrow so I want you well rested."Edward said as I looked for some pj's. I also had a couple clothes here, for emergencies or for when I simply decided to stay over. I yawned and went into the bathroom to change. When I went back into the room Edward was still there, waiting for his good night kiss.

"Hmm. Well, can I be informed of where you're taking me or what we're doing?" I asked.

"Nope."

"But I hate surprises! You know that!" I pouted. I knew I was sounding like a whiny little girl but I didn't care.

"I know but you're going to have to wait until tomorrow to find out." He gave me a peck on the lips and left. He knew I hated surprises but I was too tired to get worked up about. I fell asleep about five seconds after my head hit the pillow.

The next morning I woke up to a velvety voice whispering my name in my ear. It was Edward.

"Wake up, beautiful," he whispered.

I got up and found him smiling down at me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and got on the tip of my toes to kiss him. Too soon for my liking he pulled away. I frowned.

"Come on, get dressed. You're getting kidnapped today, remember?" he said with his signature crooked smile. It was that smile that melted my insides and could convince me to do anything he asked.

I quickly got dressed and went down to the kitchen. He was already there wearing jeans and a T-shirt, he looked like a model. Every time I felt about a thousand butterflies in my stomach.

"Well eat breakfast and then we'll get going." he said smiling. I ate some scrambled eggs and bacon. Then we made our way to his Volvo. We went to bowling alley and as usual he beat. He seemed to be perfect at everything. I still couldn't find anything I could do better than him. Then after the bowling alley we went to eat lunch at pizza place. We talked about everything and anything. We laughed like crazy. We never ran out of things to talk about conversation just flowed. We were at the movies drinking coffee and eating ice cream my favorite thing to do before a movie.

"So are you liking your kidnapping?" He asked with a small smile.

"Well, I'm enjoying it very much. I'll be right back."

"Where are you going?"

"Bathroom."

"Oh." He said. He seemed embarrassed yet I was the one blushing I got up and started walking towards the restroom. I checked myself in the mirror. My hair was a bit messy so I decided to fix it. I figured he could wait a little longer than expected. I took my hair down from the ponytail it was in and started brushing it with my fingers. I arranged my bangs then put my hair back into a ponytail. I washed my hands and walked out of the bathroom to see the most horrible sight. Tanya was sitting in Edward's lap and he was kissing her passionately. I felt like my chest was tearing. How could he do this to me? Suddenly they broke apart and looked at me standing there. Tanya was sneering at me

"Bella you're back how wonderful! Edward now you can tell her why you have been putting up with her." She said happily. Edward just sat there looking like a statue with no emotions on his face. "Oh, well since Edward won't talk I'll just tell you myself. Well you see, Bella, Edward only put up with you because he wanted to make see that I couldn't live without him and he's right I can't. So you can go home now and leave us to be happy."

I was frozen. I couldn't move a muscle. I couldn't believe it. How could Edward do this to me? Did plan to give me a wonderful day then ruin it with this? I looked at him but there was no emotion on his face. His green eyes were flat and dull.

"Is this true, Edward?" I was expecting him to get up yell at Tanya and then wrap his arm around me and tell me he loved me. To my great dismay, he nodded his head slowly. I couldn't believe this. My world came crashing down around me. I had lost everything. The love of my life and the life I had been planning with him. I looked at him again and saw a flicker of pain in his eyes but in a second it was gone. Then I ran. I didn't know where I was going but I didn't care anymore. My life was nothing now. I knew it was all my fault for believing Edward could love me. I was never good enough for him. Although I knew this what hurt more, if it was possible, was that he used me. He couldn't just let my love for him go unnoticed, he had to take me up to the highest cloud then let me fall. I didn't care about anything anymore. I realized I was shaking uncontrollably and sobbing but I didn't care. I must have looked like a complete freak but nothing mattered anymore, without Edward life made no sense.

Author's Note: Please tell me if I should continue this. It's the first I have ever written and I'm not sure if I should continue. Review and tell me what you think!

Again Sorry