Now all of us who watch That 70s Show now that Hyde is not like this, but
that's why it's fanfiction.
Its five o clock in the morning and I still cant sleep. She is clouding my mind with all these thoughts of love and commitment, and the worst part of it all is that she's not putting into my, just looking at her makes me think all these things about her being my wife, having children and a life beyond the basement. When I think about these things I can't help but smile and I hate it. I hate that this shit actually makes me happy; I hate it because it's not me. I'm not some pansy ass little girl like Forman. I'm Zen; shit like isn't supposed to happen to me. She is supposed to see my flaws and leave me for those reasons, like my parents did. She should of never of chosen me, not that I wanted her to choose Kelso, but she deserves better than Kelso and me. I can't believe I'm thinking this way about a girl. But it's true she does deserve better. She deserves someone that can give her all the things that I want to have with her but can't. I know what I have to do, I have to dump her, no scratch that I have to make her hate me so she never considers being with me again, I have to do this because I love her so much and she deserves better, even if better means not being with me.
Hyde: Jackie, wake up you have to leave before the Forman's get up.
Jackie: One more hour, please Steven.
Hyde: No get up, I want you to leave.
Jackie: What!?!
Hyde: Jackie, don't you ever listen to anything I say? I don't want the Forman's to come down here and see you lying in bed wearing close to nothing. You're not worth Red's foot up my ass or getting thrown out on the street, because they warned us about this before.
Jackie is staring at Hyde with a confused and hurt look on her face.
Hyde throws her things onto the bed, Jackie not knowing what to do or think, begins to put on her clothes and shoes, she stands up and walks over to Hyde. She put her hands up and for a moment Hyde thought he was getting slapped, but she gently touched his cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss. Hyde began to kiss her back. They slowly moved towards his bed, Hyde lay Jackie down softly. Jackie began to lift his shirt over his head. All Hyde was thinking about was how stupid he must have been to try to actually lose her, but then all the thoughts that were traveling in his head from early began to resurface. Hyde suddenly jumped up and pushed himself off of Jackie. Jackie sat up and asked what was wrong.
Hyde: You can't just kiss me and think that we are ok now. I meant what I said. You are not worth it; now leave.
Jackie took Hyde's glasses off.
Jackie: I know you don't mean any of this. Tell me what's wrong. Why can't you just forget about being cool and Zen like and open up to me. I know your trying to deliberately hurt me, but you know what it's not going to work, I know what your doing. If you're doing this so that I will run away from you, it's not working.
Hyde: God Jackie I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm trying to help you. Don't you understand that?
Jackie: Then talk to me!!
Hyde: It's just that. You deserve. You know what no; I'm not doing this Jackie, just leave.
Jackie: Look at you. Stop acting like a coward and say what you really want to say to me.
Hyde: Fine, Jackie I don't want you. We don't belong together. There are you happy.
Hyde quickly puts his glasses on knowing that Jackie will read his eyes and know he was lying.
Jackie: After all this time that we have been together, now you don't think we belong. You are so full of crap. Stop being afraid, and just talk to me.
Hyde: Leave!
Jackie: Fine, I'll leave but I won't give up on you or us.
So review and tell me what you think, but be gentle because it's my first fanfiction. Next chapter coming soon.
Its five o clock in the morning and I still cant sleep. She is clouding my mind with all these thoughts of love and commitment, and the worst part of it all is that she's not putting into my, just looking at her makes me think all these things about her being my wife, having children and a life beyond the basement. When I think about these things I can't help but smile and I hate it. I hate that this shit actually makes me happy; I hate it because it's not me. I'm not some pansy ass little girl like Forman. I'm Zen; shit like isn't supposed to happen to me. She is supposed to see my flaws and leave me for those reasons, like my parents did. She should of never of chosen me, not that I wanted her to choose Kelso, but she deserves better than Kelso and me. I can't believe I'm thinking this way about a girl. But it's true she does deserve better. She deserves someone that can give her all the things that I want to have with her but can't. I know what I have to do, I have to dump her, no scratch that I have to make her hate me so she never considers being with me again, I have to do this because I love her so much and she deserves better, even if better means not being with me.
Hyde: Jackie, wake up you have to leave before the Forman's get up.
Jackie: One more hour, please Steven.
Hyde: No get up, I want you to leave.
Jackie: What!?!
Hyde: Jackie, don't you ever listen to anything I say? I don't want the Forman's to come down here and see you lying in bed wearing close to nothing. You're not worth Red's foot up my ass or getting thrown out on the street, because they warned us about this before.
Jackie is staring at Hyde with a confused and hurt look on her face.
Hyde throws her things onto the bed, Jackie not knowing what to do or think, begins to put on her clothes and shoes, she stands up and walks over to Hyde. She put her hands up and for a moment Hyde thought he was getting slapped, but she gently touched his cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss. Hyde began to kiss her back. They slowly moved towards his bed, Hyde lay Jackie down softly. Jackie began to lift his shirt over his head. All Hyde was thinking about was how stupid he must have been to try to actually lose her, but then all the thoughts that were traveling in his head from early began to resurface. Hyde suddenly jumped up and pushed himself off of Jackie. Jackie sat up and asked what was wrong.
Hyde: You can't just kiss me and think that we are ok now. I meant what I said. You are not worth it; now leave.
Jackie took Hyde's glasses off.
Jackie: I know you don't mean any of this. Tell me what's wrong. Why can't you just forget about being cool and Zen like and open up to me. I know your trying to deliberately hurt me, but you know what it's not going to work, I know what your doing. If you're doing this so that I will run away from you, it's not working.
Hyde: God Jackie I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm trying to help you. Don't you understand that?
Jackie: Then talk to me!!
Hyde: It's just that. You deserve. You know what no; I'm not doing this Jackie, just leave.
Jackie: Look at you. Stop acting like a coward and say what you really want to say to me.
Hyde: Fine, Jackie I don't want you. We don't belong together. There are you happy.
Hyde quickly puts his glasses on knowing that Jackie will read his eyes and know he was lying.
Jackie: After all this time that we have been together, now you don't think we belong. You are so full of crap. Stop being afraid, and just talk to me.
Hyde: Leave!
Jackie: Fine, I'll leave but I won't give up on you or us.
So review and tell me what you think, but be gentle because it's my first fanfiction. Next chapter coming soon.