Are You Still My Friend?

Flashback.

"I wouldn't know what I would do without you." He said with a smile. I smiled back and simply felt happy in a long time.

"I don't know what you would do without me?" I said in a sarcastic voice. I look at him as he looks straight back at my eyes. For the first time I witnessed the joy in his eyes and I knew from that moment what he told me was truthful.

I told him how it felt weird never meeting my real parents, but I remembered now he didn't really come to know his parents either. His parents both passed away when he was a small child. I guess we both share some sort of connection.

His Thoughts.

I'm very glad I have a friend, she is really special to me and I really would of die if I haven't met her. She makes me smile like no one else could before and can somehow always make me laugh without her attempting to. I'll like to stay the longest as I can with her.

But... Couple Month Later.

"You... lied to me. I trust.. ed you and y...ou went behind my back..." I sounded out with the crack I had in my voice. I couldn't keep my voice as it went in and out. I never thought this would happen, not even in my life I was ready to let him go.

"Listen, I didn't want you to see it like this. It's all a mess, please go... and leave me alone." He stated as he walked away from my perspective. Without even a single goodbye, he simply left.

I was gone, my heart just felt the worst pain I ever felt and it was awful. I lost my ability to speak and I have kept silence ever since. My friends figured out what happen and did everything they could to find me talking again, to heal me. But nothing works, I was still silence. A week passed by and I just stay home in my room, laying down doing nothing as I felt I was nothing.

My phone kept sounding away as I didn't answer to anyone that was trying to get hold of me, I left everyone out of my spirit and simply wanting to bury myself in my way for infinity. I put my phone on airplane mode so I wouldn't have anything disturbing me ever again, at least not for now.

End of Flashback.

I woke up to a dream that come about in my head and it was something I would never remember, therefore why bother. I look around in my room, my floor full with clothes and all over. It was around a week now and I decided I had to stop this. I told myself, "I hate you." and I felt a bit better, then I continued saying it in my head. I said one out loud and held a deep breath like a reliever finally got out of my system. I quickly realized the shock I had of hearing my own voice again. Slowly, but I was returning back to the real world, I realized I couldn't stay away from it. I had other people who would be concerned if I didn't prove my existence. Something called me back into this world and I finally realized it, my other friends who kept me here in this world. I can't not allow one used to be no good friend knock me all the way down, I'll will eventually regain my strength.

I held my phone that been there on airplane mode and I exited to turn it off to receive the notifications. I expected my phone to catch nothing, but it was completely the reverse. My phone kept sounding off every second for at least 10 minutes. I went to check on my message and 500 popped up from my friends telling me to not give up and warming messages, "we're here for you". They texted me their stories even if I didn't replied for a whole week. My eyes feared with tears, not of sorrow, but of joy. I even found a reason to still be in this world.

I hover my index finger to the box to get to a new message and I typed this message to him.

"Hey, it was really nice knowing you. I'm sorry things didn't turn out as it seem, but I felt that whatever you did, you did it for the right caused. I will never forget the moments we had with each others. We are all human existences, we all determined to forgive. Even if it's the worst possible situation, I know there was a reason. There's always a cause for every activity. I would forgive you even if you don't forgive yourself. I only desire you to do me this one favor, "Don't Give Up". I figured out this world can be a pretty thing you want to hold out for. Like I said, I will always be here whenever you call for me. I truly think we can remain friends, but if not I'm o.k. with that. After all, I learned nothing in this universe is permanent. For today I'll say farewell, I'll see you soon.

I erased him from my contact and from there I decided to live once more, even through the hard memory. But that's all in the past now, I had to live not in the past, but in the present that will lead me to my future.

Couple Days Later.

I saw through my texts of my acquaintances and I saw one there, from him. I didn't know what I wanted to do, open it or forget it. My head was just recuperating and I don't want to get back to that universe again. I shut my eyes and took a deep breath, it's better to get it over with. I opened it as my hand shook a bit when I hover my index finger over his chat. I recognized his number by heart to tell it was him, when my phone didn't recognize it any more.

"Eve we are still friends. Thank you for the message."

I continued reading it over and o'er again, not trusting my eyes. I discovered the text info to when it was shipped, it was on that day I sent him that message. I didn't realize this text, since I had this blocked off notifications for a while that it still loading resting of my messages.

I looked at the text again and a smiled from a long time return to my face.

This is a short story. I again apologize for the bad grammar DX

I hope you like it and if it was a bit confusing, sorry about that ; ; Just PM me if you have any questions.

I know this story doesn't really explained what really happen, maybe if their is a sequel to it. I will explained it.

Thank you for understanding! v Enjoy.