Save me- chapter 1-My life
This is my second BellaxJasper fic my other one is called "Thank You" check it out. Anyway here is my story. Promise to update frequently.
Bella's POV
My name is Bella Swan and I am the ex of a vampire. I also cut myself, to ease the pain. It does work. It is all his fault. He left and didn't come back. I thought for the first few days that he would come back but, he didn't. I don't do anything that reminds me of him. I wear black, all the time, I never wear blue. I don't listen to music and I don't go to fields or meadows. I can't I won't let myself.
My only friends were Angela and Ben. Nobody else pays attention to me unless it is in a bad way. I still can't believe Alice left. My best friend! She didn't even say good-bye. Then, the bell rang; I guess I had to go to class. God I hated my life.
"Oh, look it's the Goth freak." Lauren sneered. She and Jessica laughed. I wanted so badly to punch them. I took a deep breath. They got on everyone's nerves. I was the only one who stood up to them though.
"Do you need to say something, Lauren?" I said through clenched teeth. My voice was sickly sweet.
"Why would I tell you, freak?" she said getting in my face. I lost it; I had bad temper issues since they left. I pulled my arm back but, someone caught it. I growled under my breath. I turned around in surprise.
"Jasper?!?!" I all but screamed. He dropped my arm. He looked over my outfit. I was wearing my Tripp pants, a tight black tank top, and fish net gloves with the finger tips cut off.
"I've changed."
"Into a Gothic freak." Lauren sneered. I pulled my arm back again but, Jasper caught it again.
"Just let me hit her!" I yelled but, he pulled me back by the waist. We ended up in an empty classroom.
"What happened to you Bella?" he asked. I almost laughed
"Well, my entire family just upped and left me. Even Alice, my best friend. By the way, how is she?" I asked.
"Oh, I um don't know, we broke up." He said.
"Oh, wow, sorry. After you guys left I was really depressed I didn't do anything that reminded me of him. I couldn't. I started cutting myself to ease the pain, it helped." I said showing him my arms. He gasped.
"Why would you do this to yourself?!" he said.
"It helped the pain!" I said, almost crying "Everyone just left me!" I said. To my surprise he came over and hugged me.
"It's okay Bella." He said. "Just promise me you will stop."
I nodded my head. "so where are you staying?" I asked.
"Nowhere" he said. I was shocked. Then I had an idea.
"Will you stay at my house? If it won't be too uncomfortable." I asked.
"Sure, why not" he said. The rest of the day just flew by.
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"So, what are you making for Charlie's dinner?" He asked. When school was done we drove home and just talked for the rest of the day.
"Oh, I haven't really thought- oh my gosh I have to call Charlie!" I said. Dropping my homework I ran to the phone.
"Charlie? I ran into Jasper at school today and I was wondering if he could stay here? He doesn't have anywhere else to stay?" I asked my voice hopeful.
"Sure, Bells. Make sure you get your homework done though. He can have the guest bedroom." I said.
"K, thanks, dad, bye." I hung up and went to tell jasper. When I turned around though he was already there. I, being me, tripped. I was thankfully caught around the waist by Jasper before I could have a reunion with the floor. I blushed, his arms were around my waist and our faces were about a millimeter apart.
"Are you okay?" He breathed. I was momentarily dazzled. "Breathe Bella." He said, smirking. I took a deep breath.
"Thanks" I said, still blushing.
"My pleasure." He said. He pulled me up but, didn't let me go. To tell the truth, I didn't mind. He started leaning in, about ½ inch closer.
"Bella! Are you here?" Charlie said, suddenly coming through the front door. Jasper stepped back really quickly. I sighed. I liked the feeling of his arms, I felt empty with out them. Whoa, where did that come from? I shook my head.
"In here dad." I said. I looked at Jasper who was staring at the floor. His honey hair was falling in his eyes. He was gorgeous. I blushed and I could've sworn I saw Jasper smirk.
"Oh, there you are Bella." He said looking at Jasper, who had recovered.
"Hello, sir, thank you so much for letting me stay here. I really appreciate it." Jasper said. Of course he was being a gentleman. I smiled.
"Please call me Charlie and it was my pleasure. You can stay here as long as you want." He said. I was glad they would get along.
"I'm going to make dinner. What would you like Cha-Dad?" I said, catching myself before calling him Charlie.
"How about steaks?" he said already heading for the TV. I nodded. I went to the kitchen to start making the steaks. Jasper followed me.
"Did you want to help?" I asked, my voice teasing.
"I can cook you know." He said, slightly offended. I laughed.
"Okay prove it, make tonight's dinner." I said. "If Charlie doesn't compliment it you have to…tell him that you went to the mental hospital where they gave you pretty pink pills and let you have lots of rest." I said cracking up laughing. He looked at me like have two heads.
"Ok, but, if he does compliment the food, you have to…you have to get up as soon as he compliments the food and kiss me." He said, smirking again. I had my jaw hanging open but, I nodded. That only made him smile bigger.
"Ok, fine, deal." I said sticking my hand out. He shook it. "You'd better get to work Charlie doesn't like to wait." I said.
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We were all sitting at the table. I was really nervous; I hoped he didn't say anything. I had just got his plate and put it in front of him. Jasper made steaks, mashed potatoes, from scratch, and stir-fry veggies. It looked really good. I was feeling really stupid. Jasper was over 100 years old, he had to have known how to cook or at least learned sometime in his existence.
"Okay, everyone enjoy." I said. Jasper was going to eat with us so we could complete the bet. He only had a little food though. I smiled when Charlie took his first bite. I took one too. The steak was delicious, crap! It was tender and seasoned perfectly. Double crap!
"This is delicious, Bells." He said his eyes wide and everything. I sighed. I got up ignoring the questioning looks from Charlie. I went over to Jasper, bent down and kissed him. To tell truth, again, it was awesome. The electric current the happened when me and Edward touched was 10 times stronger. I wanted to go further but, Charlie cleared his throat. I let go and went to sit back down, my face red.
"Jasper cooked the dinner, dad." I said, my voice low, I can't believe I just did that in front of my dad."
"Ok? It's very good." Charlie said to Jasper who was smirking at me. It just made me blush deeper.
"Thank you, Charlie." He said looking away from me. I got up and started the dishes. After everything was done, I told Charlie I was going to bed. I quickly kissed Jasper on the cheek and went upstairs. knew one thing, I was falling for Jasper, the guy who caused all my pains brother. Tonight is going to be interesting.