.:Amuto: Forget Me Not:.
.:Chapter 1:.
I heard voices. They were trying to call someone, but I'm not sure who.
"Amu!"
"Amu-chan Amu-chan!"
I couldn't see them, my eyes did not want to open yet. My body felt numb, but my head was a bit sore. I dont know who I am, or what I am, or anything about myself. All I see is white. Everywhere I look is blank and obsolete, full of absolutely nothing. I hear the sobs of someone close by, I want to reach out and tell them its going to be okay, what ever was wrong. I could feel big masculine arms holding me tight, almost shaking. I could feel drops of wetness fall onto my face. But, as much as I could hear and feel, I could not see anyone or do anything. I felt like a doll, which was being guided from this hard surface to something cozy and warm. Those arms, arms full of strength but also weakness never let go of me. Too bad I can't tell them how thankful I am, my mouth did not seem to be working either. What...is this? I'm hearing sounds, sounds of a....machine? No. There's more then one, theres several. Where are we? A electronics store? I'm not sure..If I could just open my eyes and see the world then...
"You there, young man, leave! You aren't apart of this family."
"Please let me stay!" The beautiful voice pleaded, but the other one was very stern.
"No, get out."
Then the beautiful voice came over and hugged me with those big long arms once again and whispered words I could barely understand.
"I......you always Amu...Will...be..back"
The arms let go of me, and the beeping and buzzing noises of the machines got louder. Where did that person go? I wanted that person! Bring that comforting hold back!
"How is she Doctor?"
"She is going to get better-"
"Thank goodness! I'm so relieved!!"
"Physically."
"What do you mean? Is something wrong with her mentally?"
"Well she recieved massive head trauma by hitting her head so violently like that. The worse case scenario was a concussion or coma but she seems to be waking so it's not that. There are several other scenarios though that could affect her daily life."
"Other scenarios? Like what?"
"Well one would be...Amnesia. You know, memory loss. But in her case, it could be worse."
Such a sad voice, I have to see whats wrong! My eyelids the wieght on them, I put all of my energy into opening them. In a few moments that felt like forever my eyelids were opened, everything was a bit blurry at first. But then as everything came into focus, I saw a teary eyed woman who looked like she had not slept in days. She was grabbing my hand and with a huge smile on her face she pushed herself onto my chest and said trying to hold back her tears:
"Amu...my little girl Amu-chan your awake!!! Thank goodness!!"
Who is she talking about? Who is this 'Amu'? And why is she holding onto me? As I was pondering these questions in my head the man in the white coat came over and patted the woman's shoulder. He whispered to her quietly
"Mrs. Hinamori, I would like to run a few tests on your daughter. I want to make sure everything is alright."
So thats her name, Mrs. Hinamori. I hope her daugher is okay. Maybe I should say something..My mouth seems to be working better then it was a little bit ago. I open my lips and speak softly
"Excuse me, Mrs, Hinamori. Where is Amu? What happened to her? Is she alright?"
Right when I said those words, I wish I hadn't. The man in white looked down at his shoes, and the mother's face changed completely. It went from being full of hope and happiness to a frown and more tears running down her cheeks. She then came running to me almost shrieking
"YOU! YOU ARE AMU, AMU HINAMORI!! WE ARE TALKING ABOUT YOU!"
My eyes widen at the suddenly wild woman, and I cry out
"What-What are you talking about? My name is not Amu-"
grabs both of my wrists and says her cheeks red and eyes bulging.
"AMU DONT YOU REMEMBER THE FACE OF YOUR OWN MOTHER?! ITS ME YOUR MOTHER!"
What is this?! I don't...I don't...
"I DON'T REMEMBER YOU!! HOW CAN YOU BE MY MOTHER WHEN I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE YOU?!"
I screeched. What is all this?! How..how can I not remember anything?! My body starts to tremble, and I try to think of any memory I might have overlooked while I was dreaming this whole time. My head started to ache again. Nothing..I don't remember anything about myself, my past, not even my own name! As the pain in my head began to worsen, stepped back a few steps and turned her shrieking onto the man in white.
"YOU'RE A DOCTOR AREN'T YOU?! FIGURE OUT WHATS WRONG WITH HER!! MAKE HER BETTER! I'M BEGGING YOU!"
Then I finally realized where I was. I was in a hospital, with all of the intricate machinery and the people in white coats were doctors and nurses. I was the one they had been talking about this whole time..So...I'm...Amu Hinamori?
As I tried to look into the depths of my own mind, trying to find one single face, word that someone I know said, anything. The headache was unbearable now. I wanted the pain to stop.
"Someone...please..."
Barely getting out those two words, everything from my vision disappeared again. I suddenly found myself floating in a pink and purple cloud like space, where above me there was a bright light that was calling out to me.
Amu-chan....
Amu-chan....
Believe..
Bewildered, I exclaim
"What is this? Who's there?"
Completely absorbed by the bright light, I try to reach my hand out to grab it.
You, Amu Hinamori are the keeper of the Humpty Lock.
"Humpty...Lock?"
Yes! Amu-chan, you need to believe to get it back Desu~
You also have to believe in your true self, the one that is in side you Amu-chan!
Failing to reach the light with a lot of struggle I say
"What? Believe in my true self...? What are you babbling on about?!"
Then slowly the light started fading away, and the warm feeling that those kind voices had given Amu was now gone. The pink and purple colors also dimmed down to a dark grey. This color was worse then white. I felt I was slowly slipping more and more away from the voices who were crying out to her to come back.
Come back!!
Amu-chan!!!
With this new fear of being swept away inside, I screamed out to the voices, yelling at them to help me. After I had finally reached the darkest part of this space, I woke up with fresh tears pouring from my eyes. I slowly sat up, and then I noticed all of the tubes put into me. Not wanting to see the sight made of me, I looked out the window to find the moonlight shining through the small white shutters. As I am peering through, enjoying the beauty of the friendly big moon, I see something navy blue streak by. I blink, and look closer. Nothing. I sigh. Whatever it was, it's gone now. Then I gasp as I hear someone turning the nob of the door to my room. Panicked, I pull the covers over my face, hoping whoever it was, would not notice me. I hear footsteps carefully making thier way towards the bed, with me trembling inside. The person opens the covers slowly and this person's sneaky hands pull me into a hug.
"Amu...I'm so sorry I had to leave earlier. I could not disobey your parents, they were so worried already.."
Who..who is this beautiful person? I looked at his features as he was hugging me closely: his shoulders were broad, he was tall and lean. But muscular at the same time. He had short roughly cut silky hair the color of the night sky. His body was warm, a kind of warmth that no blanket could ever give me. I hope he wasn't hearing my heart pound as loudly as I felt. Why was my body feeling this way to a man I have never even met? He then pulls me outwards so we both meet eyes. His eyes were like miniature stars, gleaming with light, you could get lost inside the depths of them. After a few moments of looking into his eyes, he breaks the silence.
"Amu..that moment when that X egg monster attacked you, I felt as if I was about to die. I couldn't get there in time to save you, the one person that I hold dearest to my heart. I will never let you get hurt like that again because Amu I love you."
Before I could even question this strange hot young man, He stretched his head and both of our lips connected. As the young man held me in what is I think called a 'kiss', a rush of emotions flooded into me. Happiness, Wanting more, the sweet taste of him inside of me, it was too much for my heart to take all at once. I felt as if my heart was going to explode from such a rush. Before it got to me I pushed him off. He and I both met eyes again, and at that moment, I saw hurt in his eyes. I could read what they were trying to tell me.
Why would you stop? What is going on?
But his expression changed to shock when he and I both noticed that I was crying.
He tried to lean over to console me
"Amu.." he whispered.
I ran off the bed to the other side of the wall and screamed.
"Why did you-? What was that for?!"
He slowly gets off the bed and said
"Amu..what are you talking about? I did that because I love you."
Those words...they went straight into my heart. Instantly weak I fell to my knees. The navy blue haired man was running to help me but I cried out.
"How can you love me?! Who are you?!?"
I shakily got up ran and pressed the emergency button.
"You pervert! Taking my first kiss!! Claiming your love when we aren't even going out!"
His eyes widen.
"What are you talking about?"
I, holding the wall for support at just hearing his voice.
"What am I talking about?!? What are you talking about?! I don't know you!! Get away please!! Someone help me!! Help me!!"
Guards started running down to my room. The man looked as if he was about to cry.
"Please.." He whispered.
I threw a vase at him screeching
"GET OUT!!"
Right as the guards entered, he suddenly was wearing cat ears and a tail and jumped out of the little hospital window by my bed. As nurses and everyone started crowding around me, I can only think of that sweet sensation on my lips, what he had done to them. The man..who looked like he was made by the stars.
Meanwhile, on the busy part of town, a beautiful girl with long flowing blonde hair is talking to her step father.
"What are the updates on Hinamori's health?"
The man in the suit types out some information on his computer and prints out a few papers.
"It is certain by now that the effect of our latest X egg creation is now in action on Hinamori Amu."
"What is the effect...?" The blonde girl asks.
The man, sitting at his hardwood desk, with a huge smile on his face.
"To take one's memory."
To Be Continued...
Sarah: Please Rate and Review! Was this any good? I hope you liked it!! Chapter 2 coming soon!