PotC songfic. In between DMC and AWE. Elizabeth is thinking about how she killed Jack and how Will saw her kiss him. The song is Unfaithful by Rihanna. I think it fits pretty well.
Regular font is the song lyrics.
Italics is Elizabeth's thoughts.
Bold is my notes.
Enjoy!
Ivy
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Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
It's all my fault, all of this. I killed Jack and I kissed him. Will saw it and now he thinks I love Jack. I wish I could get out of this mess. But I can't. The only way I could is if I tell the truth, and I can't do that. That would mean telling everyone how I killed Jack, their captain and friend. Oh, why did I do it? To save Will, that's why. But I killed Jack. If only I could tell everyone the truth...
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
Oh, Will, I wish you knew how I really feel. You think I love Jack. But I don't! I love you... don't I? Oh, I don't know anything anymore. I wish I could tell you. I wish I could go to you for comfort. I wish you would hold me tight and tell me everything will be okay. But you won't. You don't trust me anymore. I don't blame you, either. If only I could tell everyone the truth...
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
This is killing us, both of us. I can see it. Every time he looks at me, our eyes meet. His eyes are hopeful, waiting for me to say something, hoping I'll tell him I didn't mean it. And then I turn away, crushing his hopes. I can't do it. Jack was his friend too. It'll hurt Will more to know I killed Jack to save him. I can't bear hurting him anymore. If only I could tell everyone the truth...
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
That kiss probably haunts him. Oh, poor Will. I wish I could comfort him. But I can't. This is all my fault, all of it. If only I could tell everyone the truth...
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
This is no way to live. I can't go on like this. Neither of us can. This is going to kill us both. It breaks my heart everyday. And I know it's hurting Will too. If only I could tell everyone the truth...
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Every time I ignore Will he probably thinks I'm thinking about Jack. And I am, just not in the way he thinks. I'm thinking about how I killed Jack. If only Will could know. If only I could tell everyone the truth...
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't know how much longer I can take this. Honestly, I might as well shoot Will. I'm killing him anyway. Might as well do it quickly and painlessly. Stop. Stop it. Stop thinking like that. You love Will, and you could never hurt him, ever. But I already did. If only I could tell everyone the truth...
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
It's pointless, this suffering. I wish I could end it once and for all. But I can't tell anyone what I did. I just can't. I can't live like this, that's what I can't do! If only I could tell everyone the truth...
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
If only I could tell everyone the truth...
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Ivy